lala @ Friday, October 22, 2004
im feeling reallie lousy now. i juz did smth dumb and totally not me.. i told a lie and feel so damn guilty. i noe lies are part and parcel of our lives, but this one is definitely unacceptable. i noe ive hurt him, too much and too deeply, but i cant think of a less crude solution.. im like suffocating and drained and tired of everything.. im reallie sowie, pls dun hold it against me.. it wasn intentional.
maia is out! i was sorta disappointed cos i felt she is a natural performer and she deserves to cont for maybe 2 more wks or so? that christopher doesn deserve to be up there on stage la.. oh well, life is unpredictable.
juz received an sms fr alvin, it was a poem abt frends again, and i teared.
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