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lala @ Tuesday, May 22, 2007
today im super busy!! usually there will be 2 ppl doing registration and 2 ppl doing both appt and payment simultaneously. but cos florence today is on leave and fiona is sent to D clinic to help them out, leaving me struggling alone w registration. the human flow jus wouldn stop. until 'ah ma' (our healthcare asst - i always call her ah ma) also stressed. and the more stressed she gets, the more confused i become. today i jus felt like dying. luckily tmr is a slack day! :)

mud, elena, jiayan and clara are thinking of gg msia during our hols. mindy cant make it cos she gg US. pangseh queen!! always pangseh us. haha. i scared my mummy dun allow leh.. a girls only trip. =/

im so looking forward to sat! ill be trimming my hair at elly's place. so long nv cut my hair alr, since last dec i think. haha. and ill be collecting my new specs!! red pair with thick frame!! hehe. so long nv wear specs. now yoo can see me as a nerd again!! haha. then ill join via, ron, hock and gang to catch pirates of carribean. now my jie meis are planning to have either dinner/supper this sat/sun too. ooh. so happening!

my income jus cannot cover my expenditure. esp w the new specs i bought. hai. i heard that gss starts next wk or smth. not a good piece of news. at this rate, HOW CAN I GG TO SAVE UP!?!?

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, May 19, 2007
tonight harmoc concert was a huge success!! full house at vj performance theatre!! woo! congrats to vj harmoc on getting gold for syf as well as the great performance tonight. really really enjoyed it. ivy, yoo should have come!!
there were many nice songs played, such as forever love, yi qian nian yi hou, qing fei de yi, spirited away, feng, zhuan shu tian shi, eyes on me, fly me to the moon, shalala lala etc. although there were slight glitches probably cos they were nervous, it didn affect the overall performance. of cos coupled with mr tang's humourous conducting of the songs, it was perfect.

as i watched the concert, many memories came alive. i remembered our very own concert when i was in J2, where we had to juggle between preparing for syf as well as planning our first harmoc concert. mind yoo, not combined with guitar emsemble ok. all along it has been a combined concert by harmoc and guitar, but that year, we decide to do it on our own. albeit the lack of time and inexperience in planning, we managed to pull it off. and the feedback was great. the audience loved our performances, just like tonight's.

i remembered how i had to oversee different aspects of the planning and execution cos my chairman was busy with his TSD exams during that period.

ticketing was a huge problem cos our sales weren there and we had to crack our brains to think of ways to increase sales. whether to force ppl to sell at least 2o tix like how choir makes it mandatory for its members to sell choir concert tix.. in e end we didn enforce such a rule. just sell as many as you can.

and programme as well, how to make the concert less boring. this includes the choice of songs and the presentation of songs, like maybe add a bit of acting and humour. some sort of variation which would enhance our songs.

i remembered the making of the booklet too, whom jingzhi was in charge of. the booklet is getting better and nicer each year. im so proud of the juniors.
another problem was to find players for the drum, double bass, electric guitar and keyboard. we do have ppl who can play these instruments except maybe the drums, but due to our small strength, we need everyone we have to play the harmoc. so we gotta source from other classes, other levels. we managed to find a vv good drummer who performed at music fest before, drumming with eyes blindfolded. ill nv forget him, cos we hit it off vv well. wonder how he's doing now.

the practising of the songs was the most difficult issue. in fact we only had a month after syf to prepare for the concert songs. and we didn have 100 people like now. during our practices, we seldom get full attendance and we gotta make sure that everyone can play the songs. not jus play, but play them well. i dunno how to manage to get this done. i guess it's everybody's effort. just like how we prepared for syf. although mr tang told us frankly before syf that judging by our standard, we wouldn get anything past a silver. but we worked vv hard, practised many times a week, we even went to vs hostel to practise when we cant find a proper venue. eventually we got our gold, much to our surprise though.

after the concert that year, i felt so relieved and tears jus kept flowing. harmoc is the only cca which made me cry twice. once during syf when they announced we got gold. and the second time after my harmoc concert. the tears were tears of joy cos all our efforts had paid off. and my dear and all my friends esp ivy and jen were so supportive of me during that period. i was totally stressed out towards the date of the concert. dear waited until i settled everything and we had dinner at abt 11 plus. he stayed with me until abt 2 plus am cos i was still too excited to go home yet. then he walked home from my house cos he wanna save on the cab fare. at least an half an hour walk from my house, but he did it willingly. tonight, he didn watch the concert like he did 2 years ago, but he came to pick me up after the concert. this time, we didn take bus 76 like we used to do, cos he drove. but i really appreciate everything he has done for me. through the good and bad times.. thank yoo dear.

and i love vj harmoc band~!! yoo rock!! we all rock! :)

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---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, May 13, 2007
i jus met huitian, shuping and kexin last wed and we had dinner at crystal jade. it was so good reminiscing abt the past. shuping used to rmb everyone in 1M/2M and 3I/4I, and she could even rmb everyone's register nos. impressive! but it's been quite a few years alr, so she couldn rmb as much as she used to. so on wed, we tried once again to list everybody via their register nos to trigger our memory of our ex classmates. we managed to rmb most of them, haha, but there are some missing ppl, like register no 5, 16 and 34 i think. we got so excited trying to describe to each other our ex classmates that some of us may have forgotten that we became very loud in our conversations and disturbed everyone else in the restaurant. once shuping and huitian even shouted out one of our classmates' name 'Rujia' when we were trying to figure out her name. we had her face in mind but her name jus couldn ring a bell. haha. everyone turned over to look at us. oh man, we must have been such a nuisance. the secondary sch days at cedar are so memorable. so many happy things happened there. until now, we still do keep in touch. although its just the few of us, but it's enough. im contented to have such a few great buddies. :)

im thinking of gg japan for my exchange prog in yr 3, but there are alot of considerations. firstly, i have been out of touch with my jap for quite some time, so it will take lots of effort to get my engines started again. secondly, im not sure abt the modules i can take in japan. most of my ge modules are already exempted and there aren many others i can choose to take overseas. and i dun think im independent enough to stay overseas for 4 months. im kinda timid you see. scared of the dark, scared of being alone. =/ but it will be a great experience. and i think uni is the best time to go overseas to see the world, cos i dun think ill get the chance to do so after i start work. hmm. i hope i have friends who also wanna go japan. but first, gotta check out the course requirements.

today's is mother's day!! happy mother's day!! this is the first time i bought something tangible for my mum. for the past few years, i have been making things, like flowers, photo frames, cards etc. this time i bought a pair of earrings for her from SK jewellery. although the diamond is a vv small one, (i think only abt 0.06 carat), it doesn cost cheap ok! i spent $100 on that! =/ of cos i feel the pinch la, but for mother's day, it is necessary to spend this kinda money. my sis told me that her fren's mum passed away 2 days ago. and the recent news abt the death of the singapore soldiers in taiwan. it jus dawned on me how fragile life is. so let's all cherish our loved ones and tell them we love them today!!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, May 12, 2007
staff nurse connie is so damn cool. the way she handles A clinic is superb. even the doctors have to give in to her. she stands firm by her decision and not easily swayed by others.
theres once when a meeting was held together for all the counter staff, regarding the booking of appt of consultation and chemotherapy. the counter staff of the various clinics are in charge of booking appt of consultation but not chemo. chemo is done by some other ppl, appt center maybe. due to the lack of coordination and information, the consultation appt time given is usually too close or clashes with the chemo time, so there are naturally lots of complaints and hiccups. patients are always requesting for a change in appt time and the ppl doing the chemo are always calling to complain and pushing the blame to the counter staff. so staff nurse connie stood up for our A clinic counter girls and fought for their rights.
theres once when a patient came for an appt to see a doc at our clinic. but e doc was away for some reason i cant rmb. since theres no doc, the patient has made a wasted trip. then nurse connie called the doc to ask whether he can see the patient, but he cant. nurse connie was damn pissed and when the doc asked her to apologise to the patient on his behalf, she said said no firmly. she doesn give doc face at all la. i was kinda shocked by her behaviour. by right nurses should always listen to the docs. but shes just different.
theres another incident which i tot nurse connie handled very well. patients are required to bring the referral letter if they are referred from somewhere else like SGH or Heart center to our clinic, so as to confirm that it is not a wrong referral. the doctors here are not so free to see any patient who just walk in and claiming to see the doc. just on fri, a patient accompanied by her sisters came over without referral letter. although i believe they are truly referred here, we have to go by the book and reject them. but they are adamant abt seeing the doc and they argued that it is unfair because they are given the appt and they have alr made their way here, how can they be denied seeing the doc.. even the vv experienced daviez couldn handle their demands. finally nurse connie has to take over amist her busy duties. she tried to explain to them, but they just couldn accept. so nurse connie tried asking the doc whether he wants to see them, but he refused too. so nurse connie was sort of caught in the middle. den she tot of a alternative. we can regard their case as a walk in case and they can see the doc provided they pay the private rate. currently, the patient is a subsidized patient. now, they even got more unhappy because this means they have to pay more. obviously, this fueled the situation but this is the only solution to see the doctor. me and the rest of the counter staff kept quiet, all scared of the rising tension. in the end they had to pay the private rate and they were vv unhappy throughout. then after they left, SGH faxed over their referral letter to prove that they are indeed referred to ncc. wad good timing la, aft the patient has left. so nurse connie has to call the patient to inform her that we have proven the reference and that we will refund her the difference in the cost because it is confirmed that she is a subsidized patient. nurse connie insists of calling her personally cos she said if she doesn do it, shes certain that they will file a complaint against A clinic, which will mean more trouble. its not easy to be an in charge. shes not only in charge of the nurses in her clinic but also all big and small matters which concern the clinic including patients registration, appt, payment, etc..
not easy to work in a hospital at all.

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---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, May 08, 2007
heyo.. clinic A isn as bad as what i thought. the ppl there are really nice. esp daviez, rashida, the nurses inside the clinic. daviez is my direct in charge, as in shes the one guiding me along.. shes really patient with me you know. this is only my second day at clinic A and ive been bombarding her with every single thing that im unsure of. but she never loses her cool and her smile, always so willing to answer my queries. albeit the situation cannot be confusing and complex; even if she's in the middle of smth, she nv fails to answer my questions still. this is wad i call zai. she's really damn good at what she is doing.

jus two days at clinic A and ive learnt even more things. dun think registration at the counter is chicken feed ok. change that mindset of yours now. there are so many steps to registration and so many different types of registration too. we have encountered numerous weird cases like walk in patients without appointments, those who mix up appointments, those whose doctors change appts without letting us know, patients who come and doctors not around etc.. and different types of registration requires different steps to the system. to sum it all up, it's not easy. and other than that, for different treatments like radiation oncology, medical oncology, surgical oncology and palliative medicine, the registration differs as well.

the clinic is a busy place all the time with 100 plus patients coming in everyday for clinic A. at clinic D we see only abt 1/2 or 3/4 of the patients seen at clinic A. this shows how busy we are now. i dun even have the time to sit on my seat, cos everytime i finish registering one case (which requires the input of data into the com, giving queue tic to patient, print out labels, find case sheets, and put on doctor's table), a new one comes in. and the cycle repeats itself. it may seem monotonous, but it's not cos every case is different, and you meet ppl of different personalities, age, gender, race etc all the time. the nurses and counter girls can get quite stressed some times cos the human traffic flow is too heavy and we have little staff to cope. no wonder theres frequent deployment of ppl ard the 4 clinics to cope with the lack of manpower.

anyhow, i have finally learnt to understand the long waiting time. on the average, patients at NCC clinics have to wait for about 1.5 hrs to see the doc, this is based on what i observed. it is not that the nurses are slacking. in fact they are the busiest ppl ever in the clinic, running ard in the clinic like crazy, jus that you dun see it. in the clinic, i have to siam them so that we dun collide into each other. cos inside, speed and precision is of utmost importance so that we dun keep the patients waiting. mind you, these are not normal patients, they are cancer patients. some are waiting for tubes to be removed from their body, some are old and feeble. sometimes i look at them, my heart really goes out to them. if youre rich and you kena cancer, it's still not too bad. but if youre poor and sick, every consultation, and blood test yoo take will cost yoo a bomb.

today a patient came over to our clinic and waited for 3.5 hrs to see the doc who was late (for whatever reason). I kinda pity her. jus sitting there and staring blankly and waiting for the nurses to call on her.
and there was another one who came today when her appt is tmr. apparently the appt center ppl made a mistake and she made a wasted trip today. shes already so old yet she has to make another trip down tmr. hai. feels quite sad for her.
so dun blame the nurses the next time you are queuing to see a doc, be it in polyclinics or any other clinics. private clinics im not so sure, but at least at NCC/SGH, im sure they are doing their best to get the doctor to see you asap. and im so proud my mum's a nurse.

i get a sense of satisfaction when the patients thank me earnestly for my help (though i didn do much). i try to smile at them at all times to make them feel better. aft all, who likes coming to a cancer center? ive seen jubilant faces of patients (i think they must have succeeded in their chemo/radiation treatments) and they kept thanking the nurses profusely. a vv heartwarming sight.

theres really alot of things happening at NCC, esp clinic A and im still in the process of grasping. trying vv hard to learn and rmb the steps. im beginning to like my job. =D

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, May 02, 2007
do i sound like sun ho when i sing? NO WAY! cant believe why jh and wx said that of me.. bah.
today i started my first day of work at national cancer centre. made a fren today, a temp as well, her name's joyce and shes one year younger, from nj. so weird workng with my mum at the same clinic D. i was posted there only for today cos there's a perm staff who can teach us e ropes. in the future, ill be gg to clinic A.. but I LIKE CLINIC D. there's jennifer, grace and poh chun, and my new fren!! we click so well! i dun even noe anybody from clinic A la. and guess im not used to working yet, kept yawning the whole day. now got a fever and sorethroat alr. sians. first day of work only leh!!
it's kinda depressing to work at a hospital, especially National cancer centre. after all, all e patients there are cancer patients. when i was helping this old lady take her weight, she asked me whether radiotherapy is painful. she looked so pathetic when she asked me that. obviously i noe it's painful, but of cos i lied and said it's not. then she told me that she is so scared of all these treatments because she had undergone chemotherapy previously for quite a long time. i dunno wad to say to her too. then, i saw another girl, abt my sister's age, thin, frail and weak. her lips are pale and she only has vv little hair left. her mum was with her and didn look too happy. of cos, who would be happy having a loved one battling cancer. and her file (records) is soo thick, which means that she often visits NCC for follow up. so poor thing. i guess ill have to learn to cope with all these.

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