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lala @ Saturday, May 27, 2006
today i went for my first kickboxing class with jen! quite fun la.. e ppl there are all ard our age. u dun have to be properly dressed in kickboxing gear, like long pants and gloves, but u MUST wear sport shoes. haha. took damn long to travel though. 1 hr of bus ride to and fro. sit until ur butt rots ar. haha. ivy went to e book fair and helped me buy dan brown's collection (4 bks - da vinci code, angels & demons, digital fortress and deception point) for only $30!! cheap eh! haha a great bargain! thanks sister!! and for once jen wasn late.. haha. =)

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, May 25, 2006
i have accepted smu as my sch of study and e scholarship as well. kpmg still quite persistent, so in e end they saed they'll offer me internship and a permanent job offer aft i graduate. not a bad offer eh. haha.
today i went to do voluntary work at APSN katong sch. first time dealing with kids w intellectual disabilities. not that they cant think, jus that they dun think like others of e same age. but theyre still nice and fun ppl. we got along vv well. we (namely ivy, sook yee, yiwei and me) and a few volunteers fr e linguistic council, brought them to e zoo for learning journey. e kids are vv polite.. some less obedient, but hey, theyre kids! theyre supposed to have loads of fun at this age. well, if not for e heavy rain in mid afternoon, e entire trip will be much more enjoyable. and i was e song leader! meaning im in charge of carrying e cd player and getting e kids in e bus to sing along e zoo phonics. haha. theres this girl who kept wanting me to hold her hand. ahah. her names jingwen. and e kids are vv inquisitive, cant stop asking questions. which is one of e objectives e teachers hope to achieve thru this learning journey. we shouldn be prejudiced against these kids and deprive them of a normal life like that of e mainstream. its actuallie quite interesting interacting w them, understanding their thoughts. i did try my beat to ans their questions, although there were some i couldn ans, like why do flamingoes stand one 1 leg.. how i noe. haha.
ivy, count me in for such voluntary work in e future k!!
my french lesson went quite well yesterday.. haha. je m'apelle belinda. means my name is belinda. et vous? means and you? haha. not bad ar. trying to rmb some of e key phrases.
thats all for today. im stinky. gotta go bathe now.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, May 23, 2006
ive decided to turn over a new leaf, to be nicer to my 'other half', as simsy puts it. haha. it seems as if im a monstrous gf in e eyes of others, like ah hock.. oh well, thats cos they dun see e real picture!! haha. no la.. i felt like a rotten apple w worms and all, over e weekend.. couldn imagine if he did e same thing to me. =( i'm sorry! -apology accepted- hehe.
over e weekend, we came across this booth selling mosaic art n craft in taka.. i took a strong liking e moment i saw it. ahha. so i bought not one, but two photo frames with scattered mosaic pieces, and i finally finished e 2 frames jus now.. piece until my fingers hurt. haha but its nice! well ex though, a 3R photo frame + mosaic costs $20. i bought 2. ahha. green one for rol, pink one for me. as a means of saying sorry and starting afresh.
okokies, enough of all e unhappy stuff.
tmr ill be starting my french course! haha. its been a long time since ive stepped into a cc for course. my mum used to enrol me in such courses when i was a kid, courses like speech and writing, art, calligraphy, abacus.. but too bad i returned everything to e teacher then.
and tell ya smth. i finally can eat mushrooms! haha. coconut mushrooms la! fr marks & spencer. theyre sweets shaped like mushrooms, but actually made of coconut. haha. quite nice but a bit too sweet for my liking. i bought it cos id like to try eating 'mushrooms'! haha.
ive accepted smu to be my choice of study alr! rol once saed he didn wan me to go smu, cos he doesn wan to be in e same sch as i am. will be quite weird to see each other in campus, since were from diff schs..
im taking leave on thurs, again! ahah. this time not to play ok. im gg to do voluntary work, tog w ivy at APSN katong sch to bring e kids to zoo!! im sure ill have loads of fun! haha.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, May 19, 2006
weekend is here again! my fav day of e week!!
its been a tiring week for me.. did OT for 2 days. aiyo. money is hard to earned..
tmr will be my harmoc juniors' big day!! their concert!! haha. so looking fwd to hearing them play, and seeing them again!
and also watching da vinci code on sunday most probably. rol's getting off on monday, im jus thinking whether i should take leave not.. hmm. haha.
i met wenxiang online jus now and had a nice chat wif him. maybe one day we can go kbox again! oops, dear is gg to get angry alr. haha. dun be so petty la! well, anyways, we're talking abt uni stuff and it was only then when i found out hes also in sispec! haha. i still rmb wad he saed, 'roland is in charlie, i'm in golf.. cos im good at golf'. like how lame! haha. dats wenxiang lo. lol. but he reallie is vv optimistic, despite e tough training. i wonder how tough it is, as compared to charlie. haha poor dear. anyways yoore gg to pass out soon!
so wenxiang's gg to take DDP in nus, chem engin and biz. seems like alot of ppl are taking it. i was quite surprised he didn apply for smu, i mean since we're all from e AP program. i will never forget e times we spent in the seminar room, playing pyramid games, and singing songs.. having so much fun! and staying overnight to prepare for our presentation. taking a walk at botanic gardens in e middle of e nite.. (come to think of it, wad is there to see at botanic gardens at nite.. so dark, how to see anything??!) haha. we did so much nonsense tog! wenxiang and his lameness.. i wonder whether its a common trait of dunman high guys. reminds me of damien and xijie! haha, but without ppl like them, life will be kinda boring huh.
i seem to digress alot. haha. ok back to e topic, well e reason he didn apply was cos smu's degree programe is new. same reason damien gave too. they're at e same wavelength ya. haha. i wonder wad dunman high instils in her students.. tsk.
alright, gonna turn in alr. sweet dreams to me. and u.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i got e smu scholarship offer! woo! haha. kinda unexpected.. i was actually waiting for agd's reply.. oh well. even better! all tuition fees covered, theres even annual allowance of $5000. not bad alr lo! no bond also!! best thing mans! haha. i guess ill most prob go smu alr.. e location and everything is jus too good to miss. of cos nus is more reputable, and location wise its still relatively ok, but im not sure whether im gonna do engin in e future. at least acc and biz are better complements.. wad shuping saed makes sense.. dun think too much. haha. once ive set my mind on it, den dun ponder so much. this will only confuse me further. okies, dats it! SMU here i come!! =)

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, May 10, 2006
dunno why i feel so exhausted.. not as if i did anything physically draining or used up 90% of my brain cells or wadsoeva.. im jus so looking fwd to e loong weekend! haha, my mum's gone to bangkok jus this afternoon for shopping spree! wee! lucky her, get to travel, while im still stuck here.
i thought abt my uni thingy and have decided to choose smu, though alot of ppl ask me to go nus.. i dun think ill become an engineer in e future.. dun try to change my decision ok! haha. i have enough of all these 'considerations'.
looking fwd to seeing rol on thurs nite.. should be late nite la, most prob go chomp chomp have supper again.. i miss e hokkien mee! didn get to eat e last time we went.. and hock, weixian also sae wanna go there eat tog, but in e end also never..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, May 08, 2006
i was so happie yest at my cousin's wedding dinner!! guess wad? me, timo, woeilin and jo sat wif a bunch of aunties (my mum's cousins) and they actuallie saed im younger than my 'sis'!! they looked at me and my sis, and came to e conclusion that im younger. ahhaa. so happie! im so youthful! 15 onli leh! haha.. dunno wads wrong wif their eyes seriously..
and i realise only today that my mum's cousin's sons are both president scholars.. a long time back alr.. but both of them are scholars! not jus any scholar, its president scholar leh! wah lao! theyre both 30 plus, married w kids alr la. so can imagine how long ago that was. but im so proud of it. haha.
and i 'acknowledged' a brother last nite.. didn noe i had a brother until last nite. hahaa. jus cos timo helped me get vege ONLY without mushrooms, e auntie sitting beside me commented that 'oh your brother noes yoo dun like mushrooms so never take for yoo ar?'.. smth like that la, so i jus nodded my head and e 4 of us all tried so hard to stifle our laughter. so yep, now i have an older brother!!
and i finally got to meet michelle's mum.. shes my mum's cousin. and michelle is my sec 1 and 2 classmate.. haha, same class for 2 years before i know shes my distant relative.. too bad michelle didn turn up last nite..
aft attending ah fen's wedding, i suddenli feel like getting married too! i feel so happie for her! and shes so damn pretty!! haha. den i was commenting abt wad kind of wedding i want.. e layout and songs and even e cake also! i want a real wedding cake! not those fake fake ones. but its vv ex la.. haha. but, eh im a princess leh! den u think so easy to marry me ar! hahaha. hmm.. abt 8 more yrs before i set my foot on e red carpet.. according to woei lin. haha, so fast???!?! didn realise im so old. *aft u, timo*
i wonder whr theyre gg for honeymoon.. hmm.. i wanna go paris.. tour europe if possible.. or go some far away island, w nice scenery and ambience.. ooh. *daydreaming* my wedding photos will be taken at exotic places, maybe, i'll go overseas for my photoshoot!! jus maybe k. (then again, sg whr got exotic places?) haha. pity my future husband.. he must be either filthy rich, or slog like mad to earn e kind of money for me to spend.. haha. but its worth it k, cos its ME, MEEEE!!
hey im ok! i noe my previous post was a bit dejected.. ahah, but im alright la! i realise theres lots of ppl who care abt me.. i jus feel tired momentarily. i feel my energy coming back aft having a talk wif 'ahem'. im one happie soul now. now that im 4 years younger. =) haha.
and ive come to e conclusion not to accept e kpmg scholarship.. 5 yr bond leh.. 5 yrs of my freedom.. no no no.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, May 07, 2006
maybe im jus one weird girl who needs lotsa love and attention.
maybe i expect too much.
maybe im unreasonable and petty.
maybe, it's jus not meant to be.

im so darn tired. let me off.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I feel like a maid! a maid to who? roland and edmund!! those 2, cfm brothers! everytime I go rol’s hse, ill end up helping his brother wif his hw, whether its math or sci or chi! hhaa. not that I mind, but he and his bro treat me like a maid! 'eh help me check math ans leh!', or 'help me write e summary leh!'.. haha. Its quite fun teaching his bro math la, cos hes fr integrated programme, hes smart so its a lot easier to coach him.. I rmb 2 or 3 wks ago, when we attempted to build a 'hot house' tog for his sci project.. its actuallie a water flask designed to keep e water in it hot/cold..haha. and where was rol? mysteriously disappeared..
im a stand-in sister lo, as if i reallie have a brother. I even 'helped' rol play wif edmund.. both of us were throwing darts while rol slacked smwhere reading his mag… edmund asked me to play chi chess wif him and I did. jus that I was so lousy that he 'jiang' me in like 4 steps? hhaa. no kick man.
edmund seemed to be more hyperactive than rol, he talked non-stop.. first time I saw smbody talk so much, when e others kept quiet.. haha. but theres a striking resemblance between 2 two, they’re both vv egoistic!! haolian-ers I call them. haha. I like teasing his bro abt his 'girl-friends'.. hai..how I wish I have a younger brother too.. dear, yoo should treat ur bro better, dun always ignore him lo! (though he can be quite irritating smtimes) =p
oh did I mention I feel awkard gg to his hse for dinner.. I didn realize I have been gg so frequently, like once a week, until his mum asked him last sat and sun whether im joining them for dinner.. haha. I so paiseh lo. like alwaes gg there for free meals. all your fault la, tan tong meng! but his mum's culinary skills are not bad, so dun complain that ure sick of ur mum's cooking ok! I hope I dun have a son like yoo.. ill be so demoralized. haha.
hmm, we sorta had a big 'quarrel' over e weekend, almost drowned in my tears and anger. haha, but its sunshine aft e rain again! I shan embarrass yoo here by listing down all your wrongdoings.. and I shall be gracious and magnanimous to forgive yoo.. hehe. rmb e promises yoo made ya.. haha =)
conclusion of e day: I am hard to please. pity e guy who marries me. tsk.

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