lala @ Monday, February 28, 2005
lalaa.. i feel happie today! =D
ill jus forget abt all e worries, at least for now.. yep!
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lala @ Friday, February 25, 2005
im in deep trouble now. my lifes a mess. i dunno wad to do. i dunno how to choose. wads worse.. i dunno how i feel. one wrong move, and im dead. im like fighting a battle? but this time, i fight alone.
hahas. damn drama. haa. but thats e way it is. confused. messy. troubled.
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lala @ Thursday, February 24, 2005
dear diary/smth good happened today/he finally called me by my name/he keeps trying to pretend/what to say or do i am so confused/
den i forgot e rest of e lyrics alr.. hahas. dun even noe whether it goes like that.. hahas.
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lala @ Sunday, February 20, 2005
today i visited my cousins and i was kinda enlightened aft e visit. i havent seen them for quite some time alr.. say abt one yr plus? e last time i saw arielyn, she was still single.. but now, shes married wif a kid alr! i didn get to attend her wedding cos it was in jb, and perviously her bro met wif a car accident, so they had to tide over a diff period.. i saw her newborn child, wenjie, only jus now. haish. shes so different fr e biao jie i noe.. i guess her status has changed.. i mean theres more responsibility involved now dat she's got herself a son.. haha. onli six months old! damn adorable!
of cos i bombarded her wif lotsa questions.. like how its like taking care of a baby, giving birth, coping wif work and family, does she suffer fr depression.. hahas. she took 20 hrs to conceive.. dats like how long la.. im kinda scared alr lorh.. it was vv sharp pain, even worse than our periods.. oh my. wad can be worse than that.. but i can tell shes truly happy now, so it was worth all e effort. its reallie tiring taking care of kids la. esp wenjie cos hes vvv hyperactive, cannot sit still for a moment.. i feel tired myself trying to play wif him. hahas.
but i think its so cool to have a baby.. weez.
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lala @ Thursday, February 17, 2005
my com's back to normal now! yay. jus that all my stuff is gone. sians. i wonder how many times i have fixed e com this yr..
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lala @ Tuesday, February 15, 2005
s42 girls rock! we all cleared our napfa leh.. haha,i heng heng pass onli la. oh and i so stupidly ran 7 rounds.. cos i didn keep count and i thought jen run another round in front of me, so i jus followed, happened that i cock eye la. mr chan knew i ran extra and he didn tell me.. wad de hell. so embarrassing lorh! and theresa cannot stop teasing me. haish.
i played this tarot cards thingy today wif caryn.. ure supposed to think of a guy yep, den shuffle e cards, and e rest shell do for u.. e result is that me and that guy are not vv close frens because of me.. doesn make sense huh.. yar, den we both like each other but there are some problems cos im thinking of smth else.. hha. quite funnie i think.
im looking fwd to sch tmr, dunno why.. ahha.
oh its total defence day today.. haha
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lala @ Sunday, February 13, 2005
todae is an emo day for me la. i quarrelled wif my sis, den made up, den quarrelled wif her again jus now. its not my fault, but not exactly hers also. my mum's vv upset abt it.. our horoscopes like not vv good leh.. clashing wif each other apparently. i dun usually believe in these though. and i cried umpteen times also! fr watching tv dramas la.. wad an exciting day.
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lala @ Saturday, February 12, 2005
our presentation was a success! couldn believe it.. hahas. prof saed it was excellent, but there is still room for improvement definitely.. at least presentation is over, can relax abit before starting on our report..
todae i went wif rol to toa payoh aft our smu stuff to find pressie for his angel and mortal.. bought a cd fr cd rama.. den went to j8 to shop for another present.. he bought a pencil case fr 37 degrees ultimately.. all cos of me ok.. we walked to find e most economical and nice gift.. we considered necklaces, bracelet, and dat pencil case. i loved e pencil case alot lorh! make me so jealous! haha. and we kept pestering each other to buy pressies for each other since our bdaes comin alr.. actuallie april's still a long way to go. hes a bit weird todae leh.. kept saying hes a changed man.. oh wadeva la, like i care. tmr needa visit da jiu mu's hse, gg for lunch.. will be out e whole day again..
cannot make it liao, yesterday slept at 4am.. i mean this morning, so no energy. yawns.
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wad an unproductive day for me.. here i am in smu's media theatre typing my blog.. wad de hell la. we played cards fr like 9pm all e way to 2am.. lost alot of money, den won some back again. rol's e big winner la.. dunno why he so lucky today. anyways, we only rehearsed once.. i dunno wads gonna happen to our presentation tmr. i think we need all e luck we can possibly get.. pray hard! maybe i should go sleep for a few hrs.. how to listen to prof hwang lecture tmr??!?!
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lala @ Friday, February 11, 2005
todae's x ctry!! yay! hahas. never liked running though, but todaes route seemed alot shorter.. my placing was 218, not fantastic, but i improved! i think. haha. and guess wad, danial's placing was also 218!! so coincidental yeah? haha, angel and mortal got telepathy ar. haish, so sad didn get anything in e lucky draw.. sians.
aft x ctry, e our ocip grp girls went orchard to take neoprints.. a bit pressed for time ar me, so we rushed like mad fr cine to heeren den back to cine again to take neoprints.. had so much fun! esp designing and posing.. hahas. obviously there were alot of screams and laughter.. not surprising, since we haf e highest pitched grp leader, xingqi, wif us.. haha. e photos turned out quite ok, i mean vv nice, haha.. we're all chiobus can! later must tell rol that e lens didn break. hehe.
guess who i met on my way home jus now.. i saw s33 ppl in sgoon mrt.. that includes peijoo, lee keng (however his name is spelt), alvin and chin seng! chin seng and me happened to take e same train, but i didn see him.. he saed he stalked me all e way fr vjc to sgoon mrt, yeah rite, i believe. they re visiting their gp tutor.. den vv funny, aft i reached home, chin seng called me to sae they re lost.. haaha. wonder whether they managed to find e hse not..
i watched constantine last night at ard 12.. ooh, this morning i mean. watched wif timothy, woeilin and jojo.. not bad la e show. keanu reeves is damn cool, but i think tom cruise is better. hee. e show ended at 2am.. they thought e last train was at 2am.. wad de hell, in e end when we rushed to e mrt, it was closed alr.. had to cab home. haish. so i slept at 3 in e morning.. no wonder i kept yawning jus now wif e ocip girls..
die la, later needa go smu to do presentation.. staying overnight, but ive got lotsa stuff not done yet, like hw and script and argh.. i better go do now. sheesh.
maybe i should go take a short nap first. hhaa.
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lala @ Wednesday, February 09, 2005
as usual we went hse hopping todae.. gathered a few ang baos here and there, den played cards at grandma's place.. tmr my relatives are comin over to my hse, plus my mum's friends also.. i thought of gg out, but realise lotsa shops wun be open.. id like to catch a movie though.. i noe its kinda ex on a public holiday.. haish. anyways, my mum wun like e idea of me gg out when there r visitors at home.. i wonder wad we can do tmr, play cards again? haha. woei lin's bringin her jay chou vcd tmr for me to watch.. im supposed to get crazy and excited, and scream wif her tmr.. haha. shes reallie obsessed wif him la.
ive been eating non stop todae.. all e goodies in front of me, laid nicely on e table. couldn resist e temptation. haha. so yep, i finished half of e agar agar, a whole bunch of grapes, 3 mandarin oranges, a box of prawn thingy, kueh lapis and some nuts here and there. ferrero rocher also! hahas. i can eat quite a lot eh..
stupid rol, hock and damien spamed my inbox at midnightwif dumb msgs like merry xmas.. each sent 10 i think.. aiyo. nothing better to do..
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lala @ Tuesday, February 08, 2005
happie cny! =D
hope i can get more angbaos this yr.. everything will run smoothly and nicely.. all my wishes will come true..
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lala @ Saturday, February 05, 2005
u cant imagine wad our grp did at smu todae, i mean yesterday.. instead of rehearsing for our presentation, were playing games like rotating e chairs to see whose chair can rotate for e longest time, downloading songs to sing and take mvs.. we even played e pyramid game! hha. took turns to pair wif one another to see which pair is e best.. haha. we guessed stuff like famous ppl, animals, hsehold appliances, even chemistry! hahas. but it was damn fun. while we're playing, only rol was left to do e ppt.. he only joined in at e pyramid game part..
it was such a coincidence that wenxiang's class is also gg to marinal bay for steamboat, its their class outing ma. our ocip grp's planng to go there too.. our meeting ended at ard 4, but rol saed he wanna go orchard walk walk, so yeah, me and wenxiang accompanied him.. but wenxiang had to leave early cos hes meeting at 5pm..
saw a lot of ppl todae along orchard.. like charmaine, elin, shi ai.. and a few cedarians.. den as we're walking towards e mrt to go marina bay, we found amelia and joyce walking in front of us.. so coincidental lorh! so yep, we went together.. but we ended up waiting fr 6pm to 7.30pm for latecomers like cs, jen, and christopher. hes e latest la! but cannot blame him, cos hes got a race at macritchie.. dunno how to spell la.. wadeva. he came in first! i mean his team la.. haha. way to go! he rushed down fr bishan to marina straight aft he received e medal.. so, k la, yoore forgiven. xingqi came fr ubin and even brought her bf along. her bf's a real gentleman.. guys out there, gotta learn fr him eh. esp cs, rol and christopher! hhaa.
as i was taking e train home wif rol jus now.. i jus realised how coincidental it has been for e two of us to be involved in so many things together.. some kinda fate la i think. like we take e same bus home everyday, sort of la, same pw grp, both in ocip, now in smu course.. for e whole of yesterday, i was wif him for 15 hrs! wad de hell la. i dun even spend as much time wif my sisters and family.. a bit exaggerating i noe. hhaa. i find it so amusing. everyone jus loves to tease us, its entertaining for them i guess, but its quite impossible la, so i dun reallie care also.. though we always bicker and quarrel, i consider him as my good friend la. hes not so bad after all.. oh, did my nose grow longer? haha, no la, im serious.
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lala @ Friday, February 04, 2005
it was so vv fun todae! 4th feb, our official class day.. and u noe wad, e junior class bought a cake to celebrate, and it was e exact same cake that we bought for theresa and ivy! yoohoo, we've got e same taste ya. hha. and den again, ive got cake on my face.. so sad, didn get to eat e cake, but nvm, i dun like chocolates anyways.
we went to ecp for jts, ordered pizza.. hehe. see la, smth that i dun eat again. i only had one piece of garlic bread for dinner ok! no easy feat for me leh to tahan until now. my stomach's growling alr la.. haha. i got to noe my angel, renyuan a lil bit more.. hes such a lamer, even lamer than damien. damien's finally found his match! danial and di still together, so yep, so happie for e both of them. after all shes my beloved partner.. miss her so!
weiyi is super nice la.. he felt bad that i couldn take pizza.. so he wanted to treat me to dinner some other day.. but i turned it down. hhaa. regret alr la now.. hes such a cute boy, i lurve yoo!! hahahas. i saed that to him at ecp jus now in front of sm other ppl, and i asked him whether he loves mi too, and he saed a bit la. hahaa. damn funnie. oh, but pls dun get me wrong. i wun fall for him la! xp
i made e dumbest bet wif xijie todae.. ive got to be, i mean act, like an introvert for a week, and xijie will haf to refrain fr saeing any lame stuff for a week. loser tells cook he/she loves him. i noe its damn dumb la.. but i still cant believe how and why i accepted e challenge.. i think i took it as a dare la. if i dun accept, like no guts lorh. haish. i regret alr leh. even rol and hock saed theres 99% chance that xijie will win.. maybe i should start practising todae..
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lala @ Thursday, February 03, 2005
took bus wif weiyi home today, along wif rol, hock and rachel fr our junior class.. e one fr zhong hua. rachel lives beside rol.. haha. next time they can go home together! yay! smone to share e burden of tahaning rol's nonsense.. i discovered some stunning, shocking stuff abt weiyi.. haha, but not gonna sae wad they are.. cannot talk behind ppl's backs, u noe.. hha. he lives in yio chu kang, so yeah, hes taking fr one end to e other la.
well, did some jogging today.. i ran e x ctry route.. too bad i was e onli girl, so theres no company. hock, rol and fq obviously ran their 4.8k route.. haish. bentan ran too. haha. but wif his choir mates la.
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lala @ Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i feel like such a fool.. gg aft things that aren meant to be. maybe i should jus forget abt it.. im losing it alr anyways.
apple or orange? i dunno.
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