lala @ Sunday, January 30, 2005
so shiok! havent been shopping for such a looong loong time alr.. well, even if it means a big hole left in my pocket.. i spent like $80 today lorh.. on clothes, my angel n mortal's gifts, earrings.. cny coming ma.. dats alwaes e common excuse for splurging.. i went wif woei lin to ps op, and bought a tank top, a skirt, and a shirt.. luckily theres 30% discount, if not itll be damn ex.. but come to think of it, its time to pamper myself.. after all, i havent had time to go out and have some fun..
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lala @ Thursday, January 27, 2005
my leg cramp was damn damn painful.. its like killing me.. must be cos jus now didn do proper warm up and cool down before running..
we actuallie had a harmoc jogging session.. its harmoc cum yep thailand la.. haha. reminds mi of cedar's jogging sessions.. used to hate them to e core i rmb, but i miss e cheering though.. e class bip, e kiasuness in lining up first all e time, taking attendance and all.. so fun!
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lala @ Wednesday, January 26, 2005
todae my grandma came over to stayover at our hse.. hhas, cos of that my mum decided to cook more besides e catered food.. ooh la la, havent tasted mum's cooking for so long alr leh. oh did i ever mention that my grandma's damn pretty.. so old alr, yet still so pretty..
aiyo, one more chapter to go.. almost gg to finish, but that stupid damien had to call to disturb me..
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lala @ Tuesday, January 25, 2005
i need time! more time!
i jus played taufik's cd.. not that fantastic la.. a bit disappointed.. i think i only like one song besides i dream in e album, called one last i think. his songs vv r n b, and r n b only.
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lala @ Monday, January 24, 2005
dream a little dream of me..
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lala @ Sunday, January 23, 2005
burnt. bruised. sick. yoo. me. random thoughts.
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lala @ Saturday, January 22, 2005
weishan is super adorable!! haha. enjoyed pinching her cheeks so much! ook.. i noe this sounds reallie mean, but shes e most bhb gal ive ever known la. she compares herself to pooh bear, saying shes as cute as him.. shes also e one who criticised e pouch i made for ivy.. haha. but she waited for me todae at smu for abt 4 hrs plus?, before we went to esplanade lib together to meet e rest of harmoc exco. damn funnie. she ended her financial acc seminar at 12pm, mine also ard e same time, but ive got a workshop in e aftnoon, until 3 plus.. so yeah, she gotta wait for me. we wanted to walk thru botani gardens to orchard mrt (siao ar!) today, haha, but we were alr kinda late, so next wk! i alr promised her.
ppl like weishan reallie brighten up my life.. cos shes even blurrer than me.. she duno how to go home fr ps, thought theres onli one straight train home leh! aiyo, didn noe ps stands for plaza sing also. im not e worst! yay! okokies, cannot be so bad. haha.
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lala @ Thursday, January 20, 2005
i finally received a letter from danial, my mortal! aft like so long.. hha. not so bad la, at least he wrote me a page long letter.. hes such a sweet lil 'toot'! haha. too bad hes alr taken.. he happened to be my fren's bf, apparently, well lucky gal..
ive got letter fr my angel too, not jus one angel but two.. i suspect one of them is a prank, cos e content is reallie retarded.. i dun think anyone would haf written that.. addressed to 'belinda the desperate' smmore.. wad de hell la. he doesn even noe me in e first place. he saes my orginal angel died of breast cancer, so he got one to replace him.. smth abt him being lord almighty, and god and wadsoeva.. im damn curious to find out who he is.. ill cont to write to him.
e other one is a bit dots too.. she saes she loves to hang ard wif her girlfrens and loves sleepovers, painting nails and braiding hair.. also saed that maybe she can help paint my nails and braid my hair.. i wonder how she can braid my short hair.. a vv girly girl i guess. no idea who she is. oh, and theres one part, she begged her fren to exchange mortals so that she could get mi as hers.. wad de hell la. im like some good.. haish.
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lala @ Wednesday, January 19, 2005
had so much fun today!! we celebrated theresa's and ivy's bday todae cos theresa's one is on 19 and ivy's on 21, which is hari raya, so yeah..
mi and razak went to buy e cake and cards yesterdae.. went all e wae to parkway leh. stupid razak saes need help choosing cake, in e end he chose e one i didn like and ron ganged up wif him la.. haha, yeah.
it was a surprise for ivy and theresa, though i thought they alr knew smth fishy is gg on, i mean it was so obvious, at least to me.. i was babbling non stop abt e cake in front of ivy.. haha, maybe she didn hear me, but its kinda impossible u see..
e reactions on both their faces were like plain shocked? haha, so funny.. and e part abt e pandan cake .. damn dots la.. we wun be that cheapskate to buy pandan cakes as bday cakes.. (ask razak!) ahaha. i felt a bit like crying, erm, jus a bit when they revealed e real bday cake, haish, getting emo again la. i knew ivy's gonna cry too.. can tell wan la. den we took class photos, its been so long ever since we took one.. we should take more! haha. at e end of it, guys and girls took photos separately.. as usual, e girls took a damn long time, much longer than e guys, i wonder why..
oh! theres e part abt smearing cakes on each others faces.. i didn wanna do that at first cos its a waste of cake, and its not funny la! i cant rmb who started it, but e end result is that i get cream and cakes on my cheeks, forehead, hair, blouse, specs and e ear! i feel like im being abused or smth.. ahaha. but e whole thing was damn exciting and fun.. too bad jen's not ard, cos shes sick today..
oh and e most impt part is ivy liked my pressie a lot!! i did a pouch using crochet.. dunno whether spelled it correctly, but yeah, i noe its kinda messy e stitches, and uneven also.. but its e thought that counts, considering its my first time. ive never knitted or done anything like this before la.. haha. anyways, glad she liked it.
had harmoc meeting jus now.. decided to go esplanade lib to look for scores tmr aft sch, aft s papers, aft smu meeting.. speaking of s papers, i think ill drop chem. damn sian. and i received a msg fr shyam saying that hes gonna quit smu.. haish. damn sad also. hes reallie a nice grp members.. a vv comical one..
harmoc meeting was long as usual.. and mr lee actuallie crapped wif us! well, hes a vv approachable teacher to begin wif.. den we ended up asking him phy s paper questions and abt e charged partible lec, thanks to alvin la.. im serious abt e idea of hafing phy tuition like maybe aft sch, aft harmoc or smth.. special previlege to harmoc members onli! haha. its much clearer aft hearing him explain..
simsy and jingzhi helped me to think of how to write to my angel who hasn been writing to me..hmph, im damn pissed wif him la.. so ive decided to write first. e letters damn corny. smth like if u dun reply, ill pluck off ur wings.. or smth like dat.. haha, with jingzhi ard, wad can u expect.. and this stupid idiot over decorated e letter, until it was so gross.. and i had a hard time liquid papering all e unnecessary drawings.. until it looked even more gross than previously. aiyo.
todaes blog damn long sia. ahaha. needa do s paper liao.. sians.
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lala @ Tuesday, January 18, 2005
so exciting! but i cant sae much now, jus in case, smone's reading it.. haish. all i can sae is im looking forward to tmr!! yay!
my foot's hurting again, must be cos i walked too much todae.. whose fault??? haish. no mood to do hw. sleeping time! =)
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lala @ Saturday, January 15, 2005
we ended our meeting today at 4pm, while others had alr gone home by 1.30? haha. our group talks crap basically wif ppl like rol, shyam and wenxiang!! e other 2 are relatively quiet.. to us, and we all happen to rep all facs, except s6 la. so its diff to find common breaks for discussion. e project requires a lot fr us i realise.. so we've set meetings on every tue, thurs and sat, hopefully, hehe. jus a month more to squeeze in pw's worth of work, i wonder how we can make it..
kexin's no happens to be tony's no, or his old no.. wad a coincidence! damien insisted he didn play a prank on rol.. but im quite sure he did.. haha. i duno why, gut feeling.
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lala @ Friday, January 14, 2005
can yoo believe it.. theres only 5 of us left for e smu ma module.. down fr 23 i think. jus nice can form a group. i dunno wad prof hwang's gonna sae when he sees onli 5 victorians turning up tmr for e lesson.. hes gonna be damn disappointed.
i havent had much to talk abt these daes.. nothing to blog actuallie. maybe time has passed so quickly that i cannot rmb anything worth blogging..
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lala @ Thursday, January 13, 2005
Think of me
Think of me fondly,
When we've said goodbye...
Remember me.
Once in awhile
Please promise me you'll try...
When you find that once again you longed
to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
We never said our love was ever green
or as unchanging as the sea,
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
Don't think about the things which might have been
Think of me
Think of me waking, silent and resigned
Imagine me trying to hard to put you from my mind
Recall those days,
Back on all those times
On all the things we'll never do
There will never be a day when I won't think of you.
We never said our love was ever green
or as unchanging as the sea
But please promise me that sometimes
You will think of ...*trills*
Of me!
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lala @ Wednesday, January 12, 2005
e s papers are damn hard to do la. wad e hell. so demoralising. haiyo.
wrote my first letter to my mortal le! hahas. at last.
got tix to e tiger cup finals todae together w swee, jinhan, rol, ron, sylvia, fq and jen.. dunno why i wanna go also, i mean i noe nuts abt e game la. i dun even noe that sg had a 2 goal advantage. this is how lousy i am. hahas.
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lala @ Sunday, January 09, 2005
watching ren ci charity show now.. crazy ar.. 2000 push ups, how to do??? i think its too much to endure.. who e hell thought of such ideas..
lessons starting proper tmr.. wish me luck. i dunno why, but i jus feel i need all e luck .. ahha.
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there is smth wrong wif mi alr i think.. ive been sleeping for long hrs when i onli intended to take like half an hr naps.. like take todae, i mean yesterdae for eg.. i slept at 5.30pm and woke up at 1230am e next morning la! wad de hell!
i think im too tired le.. must be waking up too early on sat mornings, not used to it.
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lala @ Thursday, January 06, 2005
staying over in sch is so fun! haha, esp wif jingzhi, shiyun and wei wei.. zhanhui came late la. at abt 11 plus plus pm. actually theres nothing much to do, but i jus suggested staying over for fun. we played cards until abt 9pm wif kelvin, den he and alvin went home. if onli there were more ppl.. haha, but e harmoc room's also quite small. for our beds rite, we took e cushions on e sofa outside office.. damn comfortable. oh yar, and bathing! haha. jingzhi went to e girls toilet to bathe wif us! cos hes e onli guy at dat time, will be quite lonely if he bathes alone. so yeah. we decided to compromise by bathing in e morning in e guys toilet. haha. but it didn happen in e end la.
we did do some work after all la. dat stupid ron saed im gonna slack all e way.. we started our discussion at ard 1plus am? dats when everyone got a lil too high and didn noe wad we were talking abt.. slept at ard 2 plus 3, den woke up at 630 lydat. we actuallie went for a run, i mean a jog, even before brushing our teeth!
haha. must exercise alr.. havent been exercising all week.
FAT!! i wonder who saed it..
my mums bdae ard e corner.. and i havent got her a pressie yet.
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lala @ Tuesday, January 04, 2005
watched phantom of e opera today wif ben, jen and syl. smuggled syl in also! hha. we were worrying whether or not she can get in, cos she didn buy e tic.. but e ticketing person quite blur la.. i thought it was quite a good show, though e development of e plot was pretty slow, cos practically everything was sung SLOWLY.. hhahas. but e music's fantastic. enhances e effects and emotions in e show. e worst thing was whenever we thought smth scary was gg to happen, jen would either suddenly scream or grab my arm. i was frightened by her and not e movie itself la. wad e hell. its rather unique and different fr other shows, so not so sian la. another drawback is that e movie is damn long, abt 2 and 1/4 hr? dunno la, it was freaking cold in e cinema!
tmr staying over in sch! hopefully.
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lala @ Sunday, January 02, 2005
it rained e whole dae again..
tmrs starting sch. excited. scared. nervous. i dunno..
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lala @ Saturday, January 01, 2005
actuallie i shld have done this yesterday.. but well, i was too tired.
hmm. time for reflections..its been a wild and eventful yr.. i mean so many things happened. theres e adjustment to a new environment fr cedar, making new frens, being part of e siao zha bo gang, gg thru pw wif some of e weirdest ppl ever, gg on e ocip trip to cebu.. its so crazy.. but it was a great experience. having so much fun and enjoying myself amidst all e hard work.
e greatest joy was to get to noe my 2 beloved sisters, ivy and jen!! they rock! gg thru thick and thin, sharing weal and woe.. haha. i still rmb once i cried, luckily ivy was there for mi.. both of them tolerated my wilfulness, selfishness and my childish behaviour.. thanks darlings!
not forgetting my ocip pals! haha. i will never forget e wonderful time spent in cebu. our grps awesome!
i used to hate pw.. but luckily my grp mates aren so bad.. all guys, e cmi guys, but we got along vv well.. not that close though, as rol put it. 'wo gen ni hen shou ma?' haha. well, i kinda missed pw now.. all my arguments and writing mins and stuff...
i kinda missed 4I ppl.. wonder how everyone's like now.. i only kept in touch w huitian, shuping, kexin, huizi, cuihui and a few others..
new yr resolutions...quieten down?? hah. dun think so. ill try la. but quite hard. hehe.
i jus hope to live life to e fullest, and no more regrets!
okiedokies. happie new yr to myself and everyone else! hahas.
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ooh la la! first day of 2005!
yet im stuck at home, facing e com all dae. sians ar.
well, i had a fantastic time yest wif my ocip mates, plus fq also. i cant believe i actuallie tried pasta at pastamania. didn like it, of cos!
we went pasir ris park to cycle, although e weathers not vv cooperative.. met a few, i mean, lotsa mealworms along e way! haha. aft that, we went back to white sands and did some grocery shopping.. hha. we decided to bake cookies and make jellies. we even bought coconuts to drink, to relive e memories in cebu. haha!
made a mess in jen's hse, specifically her kitchen la. and we had a guys vs girls competition for baking cookies, and guess wad.. we lost. e girls lost. haish. its e guys first time baking cookies and theirs tasted better than ours.. looks better too. ahha.
we also played cards and had our count down. a bit stupid la, to watch e time shown on e teletext and count down. haha. yep. we stayed until abt 12 30am before we left..
damn suay la, we actuallie missed e last train home.. we thought we would be able to make it, but jus as we reached tamp mrt station, e last train for boon lay left. haish. so in e end mi and rol had to cab home. hha. wad a way to start a year.
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