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lala @ Tuesday, November 23, 2004
i cannot keep still.. dunno wad to do now. maybe i should start on my hw.. but no motivation and discipline, so not gonna do. i jus finished packing my backpack and its huge. hais. they are so gonna laugh at me. like gg mountain climbing lydat. hahas. i packed everything dat's necessary, but how come its still so bulky??
as much as im excited abt leaving for cebu, ill be homesick as well. even though its only for 10 days.. last night, me and my sis joined beds and slept together.. so cosy, its been a long time ever since we had a hearty chat, since i think we quarrel more than we talk amicably. haha. we talked abt everything we could think of, and there was much laughter as well. hha. we were so noisy until we woke my mum fr her sleep. think im gonna miss my sis.. we're quite similar i realise.. esp e voice. her frens alwaes mistake mi for her whenever i pick up e phone. and shes so whiney.. oops, i think im not any better. haha. ;)
fq is so sweet to send mi farewell msg.. thanks loads. dun miss me ppl! hahas.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, November 22, 2004
e incredibles is incredible! how i wish i were one of e superheroes, like violet who can turn invisible, or helen whos e elastigirl.. damn elastic eh. land its so sweet to see e entire family in action. hha. lifes too mundane for me now, its time to inject some excitement.. hehe.
we still havent settled on e rooming issue.. wad a bother.
btw, its damien's bdae todae! happie birthday to yoo!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, November 21, 2004
make up is such a bother! i dun understand why would anyone spend hours in front of e mirror painting their faces.. hahas, e crude wae of putting it. well but if ure sitting in front of e mirror, but smone else is putting make up on ur face, thats a diff matter altogether. hhas. i rmb e last time i wore make up was my grad nite.
i was kinda shocked todae, cos its e first time i saw aunt doreen flare up lydat.. i didn noe her voice was so high pitched, until she shouted and screamed at grandma's hse todae.. ooh, gave us all a fright. we didn dare to make any noise after that.. its all her son's fault la.. so irritating. e cause of all trouble. kids are supposed to be adorable and lovable. yet hes an exception, hes jumpy and bouncy and hyper. enjoys pulling ppl's hair, pinching ppl, and fighting! how naughty..
i borrowed a backpack fr woei lin, and i finally managed to squeeze all my stuff in.. theres still some space ;)

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, November 20, 2004
im fretting over packing! how many tops and bottoms, which day wear wad sets.. how many track pants, jeans, shorts? ah! its so confusing. making mi so blur. and i dun think my bag can fit.. how can u fit everything into a sch bag? plus alot of miscellaneous stuff.. even e guys cant pack properly, much less e girls. jen and amelia asked mi wad to put in e bag, im not sure either.. and e problem is ive gotta get it done this weekend, cos mon's grp packing alr, tue ive got stuff, and wed ill be leaving for e trip!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, November 19, 2004
-sobz- olinda's out.. sorta expected it alr, but still! i was so surprised she didn cry.
im so excited abt mon's outing.. our grp 4's outing. its gonna be a whole dae thingy. we gonna meet up at 9am for breakfast, go shopping for groceries, [we've even come up wif a shopping list this morning! ;) ], go ben's hse to pack our grp's suitcase, haf lunch, den go for ocip meeting. after that, well go for dinner and haf movie afterwards. watching incredibles!! yay! my sis saes its hilarious!


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, November 18, 2004
i finally noe wad taufik looks like! all along i thought he looked like smth.. hha. a frog!!! i dunno why, but theres this resemblance somehow. hhaa. sly is getting fr bad to worse.. hais. i think its kinda clear whos gonna make it. ;)
well, ive finally got my flu jab, after so long. its like an ant bite la. haha. this jus reminds mi of rol who saed hes afraid of injection.. hha. ncc guy scared of jab, how funnie!
i went to sch todae for harmoc pract, prac without ivy seems wierd. maybe cos theres no one to laugh and joke wif mi.. vivien, jingzhi and e rest are fun as well, but smth's missing in ivy's absence.. hope yoore having a good time in thailand. soon its gonna be my turn to leave =D hha, cant wait.
i think my immune sys's being attacked, i feel weak and vulnerable to coughs and colds and sorethroats.. lydat how to go cebu.. cant even take care of myself. hhaa. i better get well soon. speaking of ocip, theres another meeting again tmr. this time its even earlier, at 830. i noe its strange but i actualie look forward to e meetings, even though it means forfeiting my beauty sleep. hahas. im so enthu abt it!
todae i saw serena and either tian yu or tian ying at e bus stop. until now i still cannot differentiate between e twins.. how useless i can be. hha. serena was telling me she was shocked that she didn see my name on e ogl list.. hahs. i shld feel flattered or wad? i sorta regretted not signing up.. ive alwaes wanted to become an ogl, but i thought ill be too busy wif stuff.. i duno wad stuff though.. hais. quick, tell mi smth bad abt being an ogl, or e orientation, or just anithing associated wif it.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, November 17, 2004
interview wif smu was not exactly like e interview i had expected.. i was a lil shocked to find out that e dean herself will interview us, but it turned out to be jus a nice chit chat wif her..now i noe dat actualie e course is quite demanding leh.. gotta devote abt 10hrs a week to this course, 3 for lecture and 7 for pw. pw's gonna be done wif other jc ppl, so theres more interaction and not so sian. can u imagine having to relive pw again wif both rol and damien if they so happen to be in my grp? hha. can die la. and i wanna experience uni life now.. though i dun think ill like it.. i alwaes liked to belong to a class, wif specific classmates.. our bonds will be stronger too. maybe im too dependent on others. *chuckles*
but aft e interview, im actuallie looking forward to attending e course, so im hoping i can pass e interview.. theyre gonna choose only 80 out of all e applicants, so doing a bit of calculations, only half of e victorians who applied will be selected..
im reallie unsure of whether i can cope.. since theres lotsa stuff to do next yr, its gonna be a 'no life' yr.. plus this, it may be too much for me to take, and once yoo take it up, yoo cant drop, or yooll leave a bad record and itll be tough to gain admission into smu when yoo apply again. hais.
enough of that. ivy's leaving tmr morning. so bon voyage and take care darling! probably wun see her until next yr, cos shes leaving for HK e day aft she reached sg. hha. busy girl.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, November 16, 2004
down wif flu. sniffs.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, November 15, 2004
guess wad? damien was interviewed by e straits times and his face was published on e home page, H7, today! he looked so funnie!! i immediately msg him when i saw e report.. its abt this odd subj combi dat hes taking now, chem and lit. i noe he loves lit alot.. but all along i thought he went for arts.. though his sciences are strong too.. havent kept in touch for so long. luckily he didn change his no. haha. but he still looked e same. way to go damien!!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, November 14, 2004
empty. lost. lonely. in agony.

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im beginning to lose my voice.. aft 2 daes of bbq food.. ooh, finally peace on earth eh.
harmoc bbq was fun, though they were e usual few as expected, and we celebrated jingzhi's bdae!!! belated though. hhas. mr lee brought his children, ruth (8 yrs old) and noel (6 yrs old).. noel was so cute! den there were mr lee's friends who brought their children along as well.. kurt (i think its spelt this way =D) whos pri 4, and his sister, claudia whos pri 2. calls herself e queen of hearts.. wonder where she got this nick. hhas. queen and princess.. royalty! yeah. all four of them put together = havoc! ganged up against mi leh. some called mi names, like erm white yellow turkey (cos i was in vj's pe tee), fat old ah ma (absolutely not true!).. how e hell did they learn all these.. kids these days are terrible. den they tried tickling mi, wif e help of ivy.. shes supposed to be on my side though. i screamed til my voice went hoarse. almost i think. hha. kurt had pervertic tendencies.. claudia too. i guessed they both influenced each other.. they jus love slapping ppl's butts. no wonder wei shan couldn take it and left early. hhaa. but it was fun la, playing and messing ard wif e kids.. though i dun rmb myself being so playful and mischievous when i was of their age.
i was actuallie late for this bbq, cos i overslept. last nite at ron's hse, we played cards until 4 plus in e morning and i couldn take it anymore so i fell asleep. e rest like weixian, jinhan, rol, hock and fq played nba and wwe until quite late la.. we sorta woke up at 8am, den they cont playing before mi and rol left for sch for ocip. by e time i reach home was ard 1230.. so i decided to catch some sleep first, i set my alarm at 330pm, but guess wad time i woke up.. 630pm! hhas. damn late cos im supposed to meet e exco at latest 4pm. well, when i reached e pit, food was served alr.. so i actuallie didn do much. hee. oh did i mention i found e wae to e pit all by myself? hha. im so proud of myself. ivy was half expecting me to call her when i reached e bus stop. luckily i rmb e wae.. sort of la. i do haf a sense of direction aft all.. hahs.
nows 1204 alr.. selamat hari raya puasa aidilfitri. did i spell correctly? or is it aidifiltri.. or aidifriti.. or.. aiya. hhas.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, November 12, 2004
i'll make a wish for yoo
and hope it will come true
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if yoo lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way

this was e song we sang for sec 4's graduation ceremony..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, November 11, 2004
duno wads wrong wif jo todae.. pmsing? got a few mood swings today.. my mum almost couldn take it.. hais. this alwaes happen whenever e 3 of us go out shopping together..
turned out i didn go wif ron and syl to buy stuff for bbq, cos theres onli e two of them.. cant expect mi to be a lightbulb there rite.. haha.
hmm. i think im beginning to like taufik more and more.. he stands a fair chance of becoming sg idol la, seriously. it may be a fight between sylvester and taufik in e finals.. and i hope taufik can win. hha. e malay song he sang tonight was awesome... even though i cant understand wad hes singing.. but i guess its sorta a sad song? hha, i duno la. at first i didn catch e title.. but luckily, im smart enough to msg razak and asked him. hhas. its belaian jiwa, did i spell it rite.. oh wadeva la. ben lim saed we're gonna miss e idol finals.. e last two actualie.. hais. so wasted.
before i forget, happie deepavali!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, November 10, 2004
our ocip meeting was crappy! as usual! hha. we went to sch kinda early todae.. as expected i was e earliest. compiled our booklet, den did some practising for e concert items.. me, ben and joyce joined e dance grp for la bamba, cos nobody else fr our grp volunteered. hais. like sacrificial items. theres a meeting on sat also.. still contemplating on whether i shld stay overnight at ron's hse on fri..
rol did smth stupid in treats todae.. why am i not surprised? hhas. aniwae we, as in mi and christopher, asked him to help us buy dou hua, and he came back wif forks and spoons!! isn it hilarious.. who eats dou hua and chin chow wif forks and spoons?!?! hhas. laugh until we peng ar.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, November 09, 2004
shaaark tale was hilarious! it was cute! theres a part whr they showed a mag called 'newsreef', clearly it was a 'newsweek' wannabe. hhas. well, i realise all cartoons got moral of e story kinda thing.. this one teaches u to cherish wad u haf rite now, and be contented wif life as it is. i love lenny e shark! hes awesome.. but its all fake, there aren any vegetarian sharks ard.. hmm. but i still think that finding nemo was better. looking fwd to e incredibles!! another cartoon coming up..
so e date for our class bbq is set. this fri at ron's hse. maybe we gonna help to buy stuff on thurs, but i aint sure whether i can make it for that, cos ive got some volunteer stuff to do, smth abt packing, thanks to my enthu mum who helped us all sign up for it. hahas.
received a mail fr yuman.. seems like shes organising a J1L gathering.. ooh, dat sounds reallie good cos we havent had one for years. hee, actuallie it isn that long. i think we went out during e xmas week last yr, onli e few of us den, eugene, des, sp, yuman, mi, junwen...but it was sorta fun in e wae.. i dun reallie like des, i still dun, but we re still mates. were i mean. so yar, gotta come out and reminisce e good old times..damien didn get to come last yr, cos he had sm family dinner if i didn rmb wrongly.. kinda miss him, hes reallie a cool fella. friendly and nice as alwaes. hope they can settle on a date whr im IN sg, cos our days seem to clash.. wondering how everybody's doing now, since we're all in diff jcs now.
okokies. shld be off in bed. theres ocip meeting AGAIN tmr morning. hhas.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, November 08, 2004
i went outram to look at e new released cds.. e stephanie's latest album was selling at $5.50, can u believe it?? and its 100% original. but i didn buy it, cos i dun reallie like her. hee. so in e end i settled wif e compilation of disney hits.. not bad leh. esp beauty and e beast! its my all time fav leh. i love most of e duets actuallie. hhas. den i went to ppl's park and shopped a bit. this fri, i'll be gg out wif sp to shop again! hopefully, this time will be better.
aft that, i went for harmoc fr 5-7pm. we played canon onli todae, but i alr cannot take it. still cmi leh. hais. attendance was bad todae.. partly cos some haf op tmr, most scholars went back home.. hmm. but ill be looking forward to this sat's bbq! =D
tmr maybe gg to watch shark tale wif jojo! i jus hope can finish e ocip stuff asap.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, November 07, 2004
harloe.. haf u forgotten me..

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong.. And no one understands you..
Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies.. While deep inside you're bleeding..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, November 06, 2004
im totally exhausted.. i dunno wads wrong, but my foot hurts ALOT. its all e walking and packing's fault.. todae woke up damn early and went all e way to marine drive view to collect old clothes, books and toys fr e residents in blks 74, 75 and 76.. it was quite disappointing, cos we onli collected a bit of stuff.. quite fun in a sense, cos we took turns to ask for donations, (jen being vv timid), met wif some nice ppl, not forgetting some rude ones.. den we had lunch at e hawker centre outside parkway, den i went home to get changed before gg to grandma's hse. its her 78th bdae todae!! yoohoo!
fen jie brought her bf, and ah meng brought his gf too.. his gf's got a reallie sweet face, both of them are quite a perfect match in terms of looks, cos ah meng's got a baby face too. haha, doesn seem to grow old. we left for a restaurant in orchard aft meeting up at grandma's place. oh and haf i ever mentioned that my grandma's vv chio? at least dats wad i think. she must haf been vv pretty when she was young. well, and it runs in e family.. =P im trying to be bhb again.
i dun care, im gonna wake up late tmr.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, November 04, 2004
i love this song!! superwoman by karen white.. heard olinda sing this song and immediately fell in love wif it! ooh la la! =D

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op done! hhas. phew! feel so relieved now, though theres still e gpf to arrange properly before submission.. our file is damn thick, no choice gotta take out e written report drafts and put them in a separate envelope.. our op was ok, thanks to alle rehearsals and dry runs. and we could play e video! ron had a hard time converting e file and sending them to us to see whether we can open, yet e speakers in e classroom weren working todae.. i was sorta freaked out.. why are there so mani problems?? but all turned out well. e q and a wasn vv tough, though i didn noe how to ans e questions.. tang had alr told mi to take note of e medical schs part, but i didn give it much thought.. hha. only had myself to blame. but heck liao. gonna enjoy alr.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, November 03, 2004
yay! e video can work leh! ron is so pro.. haha, dunno wad he did to e file, convert here and there, den ok le. hope e video can run smoothly in e sch com.. fingers crossed.

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chionging pw now! last lap alr! =D

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, November 02, 2004
had a great workout todae at e gym! haha. mi and my sis went out wif dad for lunch. we sorta made up and yep, everything's back to normal!
on my way home just now, i passed by kovan's burger king, and saw a group of girls eating and chatting away.. instantly, i thought i saw myself, sp, huitian, pinyue, huizi and huiying in their places.. joking and laughing together.. we used to sit in those vv seats. den ill accompany huitian on e bus 153, cos she lives e furthest away in toa payoh.. haha. i was forced to take e bus wif her actuallie.. oops. not badmouthing her ok. hmm. wad did we talk abt last time?? gossiping! nono, discussing i mean. den complaining and sharing stuff.. esp aft exams or just before, we'll haf a nice chat before gg home to chiong. hhaas. reminiscing.


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, November 01, 2004
i quarrelled wif my dad just now.. hai, dunno wad for. den my mum kachaued mi abt com and stuff.. it was quite a harmless q she asked mi, but i just flared up for nothing. felt quite bad now la. gotta apologise to them, maybe tmr lorh. hha, prob due to pms. hmm. i alwaes seem to blame it on pms whenever i flare up.. maybe e problem lies wif mi.. its my bad temper, maybe.

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i did it again. but i didn mean it.

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