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lala @ Sunday, October 31, 2004
damn tired. last night slept at 2am, oh wrong, it shld be 2am this morning. aniwae, i was at ron's hse right fr 9am to ard 7pm.. doing pw, can u believe it? we actuallie stayed there for so long and made a mess of e place.. rol's e culprit actuallie.. hha. well, we officially started pw aft lunch, cos everyone wasn in e mood to do work and so we slacked.. there was this war com game called e call of duty, i think, which got all of them so addicted to playing it.. left mi alone to rot. but actuallie its interesting to watch them battle cos ive never played those games before.. kinda exciting. oh well, i provided e unnecessary sound effects and all for free..
tonight's dinner was great.. actuallie its just a few simple dishes dat my mum whipped up, but shes hasn been cooking for some time, and i missed her cooking so much dat i would definitely anything she cooked. plus i was damn hungry, so i finished everything.. haha. im such a pig, hmm, whr did i hear this frm..
tmr is sp's hcl exam.. hope she can do well. good luck darling! u go girl!
oh and btw, happie halloween to all..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, October 30, 2004
one more week to go, and ill be liberated! to be exact, its onli 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 days more. hahas. den ill sae sayonara to pw, end of torture, finally. next in line will be e tonnes and tonnes of holiday hw, which includes lotsa tutorials and.. bah. sian. gotta chiong them all before i leave for ocip. by e time i come back, i dun think theres much time for hw, cos before long, ill be gg to taiwan and hk! not exactly e destination i haf in mind, but ive nv been there so it'll be a new experience. i hope it'll be as fun as e trip to shanghai two years back, whr everyone just clicked together, despite e wide generation gap.. hahas. i rmb e old aunties, who were so nice to mi and my sis.. (dreamin')
i havent been sleeping well lately, and my mum told mi ive been talking in my sleep. apparently, it was so loud dat it woke her up. but e problem is, i haf no idea wad i was talking abt. i guess i was dreaming at e point, but i cant rmb my dreams. oh well, blame it on my poor memory. i jus hope i dun blurt out smth undesirable or any secrets while sleeping..
btw, its huitian's bdae today! stay cheerful and bubbly forever, darling! love ya. im so sorrie gotta postpone ur bdae celebrations.. its all pw's fault. plus sp has hcl exam.. so pls be patient! =D

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, October 29, 2004
life sucks.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, October 28, 2004
i wun be signing up for ogl i think. actuallie i think it'll be fun, but i simply haf no time.. and our class ppl like not so keen in joining.. onli a couple like fq and hockie are interested, so well i'll give it a miss.
hes alwaes bugging mi i realise. ive tried to reduce e msg i send everyday, but it jus keeps comin in, and its kinda rude not to reply.. im getting quite sick and tired of it alr. plus i dunno wad to reply also. haha, theres actuallie times whr im at a loss for words.. surprisingly eh.
i reallie cannot tahan rol alr. e way he speaks is like so threatening, like gonna eat mi up lydat. and hes alwaes making sarcastic remarks, well, i dun deny doing that to him too, but his is reallie unbearable.. everything we sae is in a form of an argument. others are taking notice of it, as usual, but they think we're a couple bickering! how amusing! i dun haf such bad taste la, haha, rol's fav sentence of e day! oh well, enough of him. it jus spoils my mood.
but on second thoughts, hes not so bad aft all.. jus a lil mcp, stingy, calculative, ungentlemen, vulgar.. hmm.. anithing else to add on?

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i think ive lost my pw wr draft 3, how ar.. if cannot find, den sure die lorh. and e other 3 not helping la.. hahas. actualie its my fault. i lost it myself. i think. maybe its not wif mi aft all.. maybe smone else got hold of it and lost it. haha, lotsa maybes. hmm. if its reallie gone, shld we print another copy? or we just forget abt this draft and pretend we didn do it..
oh and u noe wad, i just realised that e diskette i lost contains op pics dat i saved this morning. damn sad leh. wah lao. i took damn long to find wan leh. hais.
yoohoo! damien has my diskette, so yep. no need to go find e pics again. phew.
tmr no sch. yay! finally can slack for a while.

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i think ive lost my pw wr draft 3, how ar.. if cannot find, den sure die lorh. and e other 3 not helping la.. hahas. actualie its my fault. i lost it myself. i think. maybe its not wif mi aft all.. maybe smone else got hold of it and lost it. haha, lotsa maybes. hmm. if its reallie gone, shld we print another copy? or we just forget abt this draft and pretend we didn do it..
oh and u noe wad, i just realised that e diskette i lost contains op pics dat i saved this morning. damn sad leh. wah lao. i took damn long to find wan leh. hais.
yoohoo! damien has my diskette, so yep. no need to go find e pics again. phew.
tmr no sch. yay! finally can slack for a while.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, October 27, 2004
todae's op was quite alright, turned out better than i expected, cos i thought it'll be a flop, since we didn rehearsed at all.. dunno go sch so early for wad also, watched ron, rol and damien play chi chess.. sian. i exceeded e 5 mins, abt 6 mins lydat. hais. gotta cut some stuff, rol's worse cos his is 8 mins. but no one can compare to april's record of 16 mins ++. so crazy sia. no wonder i felt she was talking too long.. their grp will haf a hard time cutting e content. i cut mine le, but i think still will exceed 5 mins leh. wad a bother. theres still another rehearsal tmr, gotta wake up early AGAIN. haf to cont pw-ing liao. ciao.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, October 26, 2004
how come.. how come..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, October 25, 2004
chionging pw now! so excitg leh. hahas. can sense my sarcasm not..
time is running out.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, October 24, 2004
not bad sia. we actuallie did quite a bit for pw, even though we crapped alot in between.. not forgetting e fights and quarrels wif roland, which happens all e time.. dat stupid damien hit my head so hard, its damn painful la. erm, we didn complete any slide, but we managed to allocate diff parts to each of us, and finished two notes of meeting!! hahs. wad an achievement.
shuping pang seh mi again.. hahas. cant blame her, shes sooo busy wif hse com and stuff.. now im cracking my brains over huitian's bdae present.. wad to buy for her leh.. cannot ask her also, cos she wants surprises. dat childish side of her will never change.
oh i met this nepalese guy and his frens on e 76 bus yesterday, he sat beside mi and asked mi how to go orchard rd.. haha, im not vv good wif directions so i juz told him to stop at paya lebar mrt and take to cityhall and change lines to orchard.. i hope he gets wad i meant, cos it was quite confusing. hes a rather nice guy la, and his eng is pro lorh.. though smtimes cannot make out wad hes saying.. he juz came to sg 2 wks ago, and hes doing his diploma for hotel management, cool eh? dats wad i wanted to do also leh.. and hes quite hot leh! haha, didn ask for his name.. hais. oh no, i sound so despo, hahs. roland and hock sat behind and kept saying dat guy has bad taste, wad de hell la.
oh well, i think i better go do some pw.. hahs, see i so disciplined. bleahs.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, October 23, 2004
e uni panel discussion was so boring! everyone was doing their own stuff, like listening to music, msging, there are even ppl playing cards and chi chess. who? damien, hock and gang la, who else? he sent some stupid msgs to mi, ivy and jen using other ppl's phones.. so bo liao la. enjoyed myself alot todae.. im glad everything's turned out fine, hes not upset wif mi animore, and we're still good friends, yep! hahas. life rocks! we went to amk den town den back to chomp chomp.. thanks for everything! =D
oops, tmr got pw at ron's hse at 9am. sian. gotta wake up early le. den aft that gg swimming and gym. hahas.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, October 22, 2004
im feeling reallie lousy now. i juz did smth dumb and totally not me.. i told a lie and feel so damn guilty. i noe lies are part and parcel of our lives, but this one is definitely unacceptable. i noe ive hurt him, too much and too deeply, but i cant think of a less crude solution.. im like suffocating and drained and tired of everything.. im reallie sowie, pls dun hold it against me.. it wasn intentional.
maia is out! i was sorta disappointed cos i felt she is a natural performer and she deserves to cont for maybe 2 more wks or so? that christopher doesn deserve to be up there on stage la.. oh well, life is unpredictable.
juz received an sms fr alvin, it was a poem abt frends again, and i teared.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, October 21, 2004
ignore me.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, October 20, 2004
todae is da jiu de 60th bdae, so we went to this restaurant in chinatown for dinner.. whoops, vv filling leh! hahas, got all e haoliao. slurps. hahas.
ruicong and ruixiang are sooo cute! but i think ruicong is better looking than his bro, cos his features are more distinct, and hes better behaved as well.. not like ruixiang whos such a crybaby.. hahas. oh but, dont all babies love to cry a lot?
before i forget, report on promos/ overall.. econs: b, gp: b4. dropped a bit fr midyears, but i alr quite happie la.. no c leh, which is better than wad i expected so, yep.
i was quite disgusted by wad he did todae, i felt it was completely selfish of him.. i shant mention names here, but he's definitely blacklisted. guys wun notice this kinda things, but we girls do. and its reallie annoying!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, October 19, 2004
hey another A!! haha. im vv contented liao. i didn expect myself to get an A for math, cos i thought i couldn make it.. well, its a surprise reallie. i dun reallie care abt econs alr, cos i noe its gonna be a flop.. juz hope dat mayb ei can get a c? well, e onli worry is gp, hopefully can get b.. haha. oh well, depends on fate la..
i seriously think we're a bunch of gamblers, like weixian, swee, jinhan, fq, mi, ivy, xian wei.. we're so addicted to mahjong! we arent exactly gambling cos money's not involved wad.. its juz dat we alwaes conveniently take ivy's place for granted, to play mahjong.. actuallie i thought it'll be quite extra and uninvited to alwaes appear at her doorstep.. well, i think her mum doesn mind, but i feel quite bad leh, like alwaes disturbing them in a sense. i was quite surprised todae dat xi jie actuallie called jin han and asked whether he could come up to ivy's hse to play mahjong.. usually u wun get to see xi jie aft sch, but todae's exceptional. haha. xian wei and swee came too. this juz goes to show how attractive mahjong is.. jin han even suggested playing mahjong on xmas.. hha, whr got ppl play mahjong on xmas de?? new year ba.. but i dun mind la actuallie, as long as i get to play too.

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received a piyo piyo milk bottle from alvin.. it was quite childish, but i thought he was reallie nice.. there was a poem abt friendship attached as well.. so sweet, thanks alvin, for e milk bottle and all, i like it alot..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, October 18, 2004
got back phy and chem todae le.. not bad, overall got a for both. i barely scraped past for chem.. but its good enough alr. tmr getting back math, if i can get a, i'll be contented alr. dun haf to improve, juz maintain will do. but i got this feeling dat it wun happen, cos i reallie like blank out during e math exam lorh. fingers crossed now.
jen's gonna back out fr ocip, cos her mum doesn allow. so im e onli girl left fr our class.. fq trying to ask e teacher whether he can rejoin e grp.. hope he can make it, den i wun haf to be stuck w roland. haha.


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, October 16, 2004
i finally get to play mahjong todae at ivy's hse! together w weixian, sylvia, roland, fq, damien and ivy of cos.. ron came later aft he finished sc stuff. it wasn vv shiok, cos we onli played a few rounds, but its better than nothing la. mi and ivy decided to set a date w simsy and jingzhi for our mahjong sessions, maybe aft oral p or smth..
open hse was not too bad, besides e fact that i gotta wake up early to go sch.. and i tried dancing all e mass dances.. too long nv dance, forgot e dance steps alr. had fun dancing frenship dance w jingzhi too, oh yar hes my bf wad.. hah. as in "bf" in name.
now i damn tired alr.. got home at ard 9.. cos went to parkway for dinner at delifrance, den took 76home w weixian. e bus journey is damn long.. arh! tmr must wake up early again!!! now dun reallie feel like gg to swim tmr w sp, cos im reallie exhausted, but e other half of mi wants to go.. as in mentally. hais.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, October 15, 2004
i was running all ard e entire dae.. fr sch to ivy's hse to and fro a few times, actuallie neptune court's not so near e sch aft all.. plus we took a stroll fr parkway back to ivy's hse. i dun mind e dist, its juz e sun.. its 12 plus wad, no wonder.
theres harmoc pract at 2 and i stayed all e wae to 7 plus, putting up 2 banners and getting ready all e stuff for tmr's open hse. luckily i haf zhanhui, simsy, jingzhi, alvin, weishan and joanne to help out.. everyone had a part to play, so things were done quite efficiently. jingzhi's posters were amazing.. "suck, blow" blah blah. oh and i discovered dat he had a natural "talent" for singing.. kept us entertained all this while.
it was easy hanging banners, reallie. it takes alot of skill and ppl to carry e banners, tie knots.. small hands come in useful too. haha.
hope tmr's open hse will run smoothly..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, October 14, 2004
my sis came home telling mi dat she failed her math. i was sorta disappointed. i knew she is never e study type, but i didn expect her to fail her end of year exams.. it juz didn strike mi. i could tell she was vv upset, she saed she cried in sch, den juz now she broke down again.. i dun haf e heart to reprimand her smmore la, though i felt she didn give her best, and she can only blame herself.. but well, no point crying over spilled milk. i juz hope dat she will treat this as a serious lesson and pull up her socks.. seriously, she has been slacking too much. i mean u must work hard and play hard ma. learn how to juggle jo! haha, talk so much, not like im any better. i heard dat we're gonna get back our results starting fr mon.. promos is like alr out of my mind, but now its brought back in again. damn sian. enjoy e last few daes first la. ciao.

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spent two hrs lydat playing cards just now. damn tired. sleepy too. dun feel like gg to sch tmr, cos tmr's farewell for year twos. dun think theres pw tmr, dun haf i hope. arh, cannot take it, gonna take a nap now, *yawnz*, oyasumi nasai.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Wednesday, October 13, 2004
sarang haeyeo!! =D

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Tuesday, October 12, 2004
ooh, i feel so accomplished today. met shuping, huitian and kexin for a movie and some awesome shopping, well not exactly awesome, but at least i managed to get a halter for 10 bucks! hha. its quite nice la, and e material is comfortable.. haha. saw a pair of earrings too, e dangling kind, but it was too ex, so i gave it a miss. i realised i haf a fetish for earrings.. dats bad. hmm.
i met sp at 1, had lunch at ps, den walked all e wae to far east where we did all e shopping.. den met melissa, karen and jingting.. whoops, some kind of 4I gathering huh.. i didn spend alot todae actuallie, sp like some big spender, $60 plus plus gone i think.. she sure noes how to shop, eh.
den aft that huitian came to join us for movie.. and we watched white chicks. its damn freaking funny! hahas. i nv had such a good laugh for ages.. it beats watching shows like resident evil and those horror movies.. comedies are more light hearted, hehe. and it teaches us one impt thing, pay attention to wad others haf done for u, no matter how small these things are, its e thought that counts.. and do show ur appreciation to them, dun take them for granted.. hahas. so heres a shout out fr mi to yoo, "lurve ya loads! *muacks*" hhas.
i made a stupid blunder todae regarding e movie.. huitian told mi she watched white chicks before, but i was too busy looking for e right timing (in e end we watched 5.15pm show), so i bought a ticket for her too.. in end sp and i had to subsidise two bucks each.. but nvm la.. im in a good mood today! plus, we met persis in e cinema aft e show..
turned out that ivy's meeting her fren in ps as well, at ard 1pm too.. should have left sch wif her and take 36 to ps. i had this feeling dat she may be taking 36, but it was too late when i called her.. she was alr on e bus.. some kind of sister connection huh, oh well.. sg's so small, ps's so small, i met ivy there too.
i hope everyday's like this.. but too bad, life is never a bed of roses.. pw's waiting for me.

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Monday, October 11, 2004
guess who i met at e swimming complex todae?? xueshan!! shes my pri 4 classmate leh! we havent seen each other for 5, 6 years alr, its juz so incredible, e world is indeed vv small eh.. shes still e old xue shan i noe, bubbly and cheerful, wif that sweet smile of hers.. shes currently studying in mj, everything's working well.. yep, so happie for her too. hha, those ppl at e pool kept looking at us, duno why, maybe cos we damn excited and kept laughing non-stop.. we swam like two, three laps, den stop to chit chat, like little girls lydat.. haha. well, i miss e good old times.
juz read thru e written report damien and roland have edited.. i feel like quite bad leh, nv do anything.. roland did e overall editing, damien did in text, ron had sc, so excused. and all i did was to save e edited draft into a diskette.. haha. its reallie cornie reading roland's comments.. he talk alot of rubbish leh. heres an excerpt:

"Yaya I know it’s a bit colourful funky and crappy down here. But I corrected to the best of my abilities. Damien u say u going to do the in text 1, so u rmb to do arh, don’t study too much S paper then forget. Relax pal, u will get 9A1s one, 4 a level, 3 s paper and 2 for gp and hcl. I guarantee that. And btw, if u know how to correct the rest, pls do so, but use a different colour. Thankx. and amazing, can u believe it, the biblio is all right. Gd nite, and gd morning every1, cos its 1.05am accordingly to my watch. WTH, like I chiong harder for this than for promos, no wonder I screw up all my subs. But nvm, I slept 5 hours afternoon nap today…….. don’t think I can sleep anytime soon, byebye, I go play game liao. Damien, its all yours now………."

so who's e one muggin, i wonder..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Sunday, October 10, 2004
juz came back from grandma's place.. it was reallie crowded todae, like some huge family gathering or smth, even woei lin's brother came along. didn noe they both noe how to play e guitar.. quite amateurish but at least better than mi, ive got one at home, but its left to rot.. hha. we spent half e dae singing and playing e songs, i feel like im part of a band.. smth like fir. hha. ooh, im dreaming..
oh yar, den they interrogated mi on e issue of having a bf again, i dun understand why they alwaes harp on it whenever i go grandma's place. first it was si yi, den woei lin and her bro.. kept insisting i haf one, when i saed no, juz wads wrong wif them.
he showed mi a video clip in his notebk, featuring this autistic artist who is so talented dat he could create a magnificent art piece using juz chalk.. i looked at how he drew, e entire process and i was stunned la.. and i watched e mtv for e song, because im a girl.. it was so sweet and heartbreaking. i rmb crying e first time i watched e mtv.. yepp. gonna make it e song for today!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Saturday, October 09, 2004
i cant believe it la.. im trying to learn korean now. ooh lala. but im sure ill give up halfway, its so typical of me. oh well, for e fun of it now, ill try to learn as much as i can. hmm. i dun think itll be easy la. but those words are sooo, eh, unique and diff fr chinese characters.. if onli i can read and write.. hha, soon la. so looking fwd to tmr.. gg grandma's hse, woei lin's gg as well, haven seen her in a while, must ask her abt her prelims.. plus sze kiat will be there. i mean hes alwaes there. smtimes i find him irritating, but hes migrating soon to china, so will sorta miss him i guess. hes actuallie quite cute smtimes. haha. its been such a long time ever since mi, woei lin, sui li and my sis got together, not forgetting tee, if hes gg. i hope not cos im reallie scared of dogs.. i guess im e onli one in e family scared of him la. and san yi will purposely bring him near mi, which onli makes matters worse. hmm. now oct alr.. must start planning for my yr end shopping spree.. must do up a shopping list..hha, im so efficient leh, found shopping partner alr.. hha.
oh yar, plus that trip to taiwan and hk, kena tricked leh. we thought it would be ard 17 degrees or so, but it turned out to be 6, 7 lydat.. so must get ready winter clothing, i hate gg to cold countries. i rmb it was a terrible experience to korea, everyday eat kimchi until i can puke ar. hais..

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ooh, this song is awesome. i love it soo much, ever since e movie anastacia. this is our 3I song, we were so into this song last time..
hehe. well i wanna change my blogskin at first, but couldn find a suitable one, so stick to this one first lorh.
i read this book todae, called portrait of a killer.. it talks abt this painter who is mentally unbalanced and goes ard killing prostitutes and mutilating their bodies, becos he despises them. generally he hates women and sees us as lower class.. wad a mcp! hha, but hes got a cute face u noe! wad a waste to become a killer.. its a pity. hha. i guess he must be abt 144 years old now, if hes still alive.. goodness gracious, wad's gotten into me. im thinking abt a serial killer! get real la. hmm. weathers not bad. maybe can go swimming later. tata!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Friday, October 08, 2004
okokies! my leg hurts! its dat kind of aft u shop for a vv long long time.. it'll ache.. last time i used to think its rheumatism, but i realised its not, luckily. its juz dat i haven been shopping for quite some time.. and todae, we walked quite a bit, so dat explains e aching part, i hope. hha.
and i bought a pair of earrings at accessories, quite nice leh. actuallie, mi, ivy and jen liked another pair, but there is only one left, so we let jen take it, since she liked it sooo much.. hah.
well, at ps, we split into 3 grps watching, police story, wimbledon and apocalypse.. i watched apocalypse.. sad to sae, i was damn freaked out cos its reallie 'shocking', like how razak put it, e creatures jus poof out of nowhere, scare mi la! nobody else was screaming in e theatre i realised.. but well, dats mi wad, nothing new.. sorrie guys, did i spoil ur eardrums? hha..
surprisingly, xi jie came wif us todae to ps.. i thought he'll leave like aft lunch or smth, but he stayed on for e movie, and played a prank on mi!! wad de hell, dat cheeky brat. haiyo, put that stupid badge on my bag, and i onli found out like hrs later.. oh crap, dun talk abt it.
hmm.. idol results: david yeo got kicked out.. i thought jerry will be eliminated cos he's e weakest of all.. but apparently he's got strong supporters. e next to go may be christopher.. sylvester's got a high chance of winning idol leh.. though hes not reallie good looking, but his voice is not bad la..


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- lala @ Thursday, October 07, 2004
did u miss mi? hha. i finally got my com back.. yay! hais, but theres nothing to rejoice abt, thinking abt promos. tmr's phy is e last paper, den aft that can enjoy! eh, we'll be watching movies, playing pool, den dinner.. steamboat again at marina bay? maybe. it doesn matter wad we do, juz dun think abt exams can le.. ooh la la.

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