lala @ Thursday, September 30, 2004
gp is screwed! i am screwed! didn understand e passage, dunno how to tackle e application q, made a mess out of everything.. hais. wad a way to start promos.
but e dae's not so bad for mi after all.. cos i received a call fr al today.. quite surprising to hear fr him, aft soo long. hhas. i was so excited!! we're vv close frens aft all.. well, he told mi he's attracted to this girl, and im reallie happie for him.. i was actuallie quite shocked at my own reaction to hearing that, i mean by rite, i should be feeling a little uneasy or jealous maybe, but im not! yay! dat goes to show im completely over him.. yoo hoo! i even encouraged him to go aft dat girl.. who in e rite frame of mind would do that, wierd mi eh.. but nvm, hes comin back this dec, and we're gonna haf a gathering, together wif chris, ah bao, jenny and e rest. cant wait for dat dae to come alr.. i've alwaes wondered whether i made e wrong choice e other time, and i was so scared i would regret wad i did, but things turned out well, so i did e right thing aft all! i feel like im liberalised.. i've never been more pleased wif myself.. =D
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lala @ Wednesday, September 29, 2004
yep.. now at ivy's hse, using her com. hha. i so smart, ask her to do some econs questions, den i play wif her com.. haha.. den listening to fish leong's latest cd.. oohlala. life so shiok. actuallie came to her hse and slack, theres reallie nothign to do.. dun feel like studying for gp, theres nothing to study for also la.. didn bring anything to mug also.. spa is reallie dumb.. all of us knew wad was coming out for later's circular motion expt.. mi and ivy even planned out our ans, wrote down our sources of err, and suggested improvements.. oh yar, ivy's com is so fast!! not fair!
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lala @ Tuesday, September 28, 2004
so careless of mi! i didn write e minus sign for e enthalpy change for todae's chem skill c and d, wad de hell.. i think i forgot to write that down, cant rmb.. but still! hais. memorise all e other stuff, but couldn even rmb to write a minus in front.. ah, wadeva. phy spa skill a tmr! i scared dunno how to do leh.. esp e factors part.. i havent been paying attention, alwaes copy fr ivy, and ppl like xi jie blah blah.. well, apparently, e leakage for spa was so bad dat most of us noe wad's for phy skill c and d tmr.. some circular motion thingy dey sae.. quite hard. mingxi msg and saed dat hell show us e sample ans tmr, damn cornie... we like not even taking exams lah.. a level somemore.
oh, todae is mooncake fest! hha. but ironically, i dun haf mooncakes at home.. hha. e moon esp round and bright tonight eh! should make a wish.. maybe chang e and yu tu can hear mi.. ahwadeva, im not making sense.. a bit cock in e brain alr.. =S
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lala @ Monday, September 27, 2004
i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly.. i'll do wad it takes, til i touch e sky..
oohlala. life's is bed of roses, not forgetting e insidious thorns.. i think insidious not used in lydat.. but heck la, try to act chim a bit.. u noe, gp's comin up! gota brush up on my vocab. hmm. isn it a bit too late now.. no choice. blame it on spa. haiyo. todae my class ppl damn sian, aft spa go straight home alr. sae wanna go for breakfast, den in end all went home to mug.. wad a spoilsport.
mummy took leave alr. saes she wans to 'look aft' us cos its e exam period.. but she a bit blur la, our exams technically start next week, mi and jo's.. hha, dat explains why im so blur too. part of the genes thingy..
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lala @ Sunday, September 26, 2004
no fair! juz saw ivy's blog.. so sweet e colour, aww! cos its pink and e pic is fureva frenz.. nvm, i'll change my blog skin aft promos. yoo noe wad.. i took 2hrs to pack my wksheets into e respective subject files last night.. took so damn long.. didn noe i had so much unfiled stuff, and how messy i actuallie am.. hha. my personal secretary not ard alr, kinda missed her. shuping used to be e one to sort out all my stuff, clear e books and worksheets under my desk everyday.. without her, i'll juz crumble lorh. i juz realised how fortunate i was.. everyone's ard to take care of mi, oh well, of cos, im e princess wad! =D hha.
so wierd for fq to add mi, ivy and jen as sister one, sister two and sister three... hes like a little brother lorh. ive alwaes longed for a brother, an elder one in fact. cos i alwaes feel that having an elder bro, would mean extra protection and security.. u'd feel more loved, smhow. oh well, its fate.
tmr marks e beginning of e series of nightmares.. its e start of e exams.. not exactly exams though. its spa, so wad do u expect.. yoo-hoo! so excitg sia. i tried squeezing every bit of detail for chem skill a into my brain juz now.. hope everything fits in perfectly well.. but i doubt so, cos i did it half-heartedly. juz wad's wrong wif mi.. cant u sense e urgency, ah ber! im like sorta in e post exam mood.. was discussing wif sp in e afternoon whr we should go aft exams.. of cos wif huitian, kexin and huizi as well.
todae i thought alot abt e past.. got reminded of it cos my sis took e slam dunk comics to read. those were my bdae pres fr huitian and gang.. i rmb i was so touched when i recif e entire collection, its worth like $200 or so. they took e trouble to wrap each and everybook wif wdaeva wrapper they could find, i mean mainly newspapers.. and they juz came in one by one, each holding on to one comic and stacked them one by one on my palms.. it was so unexpected, and i could never forget. its e thought that counts. my memories in cedar are still e best.. i rmb how we used to sneak food up to e fourth floor for every break, take turns to go down and buy food for e rest of e gang, enjoyed e breeze at e 4th floor balcony, cut queues like nobody's business.. ahaha. so sweet, yet so ephemeral.. of cos there were e quarrels.. mi and huitian used to bicker over every other teeny weeny thing.. but it was i who gave in all e time eventually.. haah. not forgetting e jokes and sarcatic remarks we saed to one another.. huitian e big mei nu ya.. hha, shes e most bhb girl, and my bestest bestest fren eva, plus sp and e gang too.. dats how i became so loud partially. thanks to u darling! hha.
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lala @ Saturday, September 25, 2004
hais. my com cocked up.. vv slow nowadaes. soo susceptible to virus attack sia. it takes exactly 10s for e window to appear aft i clicked on e internet icon leh! hha, i noe cos i counted! dumb it may seem, but its damn irritating la. its time for a change of com.
i watched titanic again todae! hha. not sian ar belinda! i juz watched it last tue night.. well, my sis wanna watch ma, so i accompany her loe. so 3 hrs gone for e day all thanks to titanic.. exams comin real soon! ah! how how..
jojo went to her sch to celebrate e mooncake fest. so lucky! get to watch performances, play wif lanterns and e best of all, eat mooncakes! so shiok.. btw, when is e mooncake fest? is it over alr.. aha. i soo blur.
i yelled at my mum yest and e day before, felt quite bad abt it. i noe shes being nice and kind to us.. but she juz speaks at e wrong time.. when mi and jo were both busy wif hw and stuff.. feel so sorrie.. didn mean to scream at u.. maybe u shld leave mi alone smtimes. lately, my temper a bit volatile.. wonder why, its not e time of e mth, well maybe stress?
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lala @ Wednesday, September 22, 2004
hha. wad luck. kena florence su again! shes our teacher in charge for e programme booklet grp.. hais. we damn sway leh. juz wad do we owe her.. fq saed he's prob not gg for ocip trip, though e teachers told him to consider, cos of e cost and his commitments to e other thai trip.. he vv troublesome leh. why must sign up for two in e first place..stupid damien also not gg. not fun alr la! sian. but well, my grp consists of xingqi, amelia and chung sheng.. i duno whos e other two or three who weren present todae at e meeting, but well.. should be nice ppl, like mi! hhas. bhb working up again, paiseh.
mummy todae quite wierd leh.. she suddenli announced she wanna go kota tinggi on e weekend juz before hari raya puasa, (is it?) not sure la.. aniwae yep. wanna go mountain climbing she saed. hha. actuallie i dun mind, cos it sounds quite fun, and i get to see those fireflies at nite again! hehe. but i dun feel like gg to e same place so soon, its onli within 2 mths plus la. but ultimately, its not like ive got a choice or smth. i HAVE to tag along.
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lala @ Tuesday, September 21, 2004
ha. guess wad.. all of us were selected for e e ocip trip.. not exactly selected, cos according to fq, onli a few got kicked out.. well, i was so surprised. fq tried to lie to me, under roland's instigation, sae wad i was e only one who didn get in. hais. actuallie doesn matter whether or not i can go, cos i not vv keen now.. but i juz dun like e fact that i got cheated!! like so many times la. hais. now even more sian. cos damien and fq backing out. for fq, its because, e ocip trip clashes wif his another trip to thailand.. for damien, its becos his mum saes its not safe to go philippines at this time (terrorism maybe?). hais. without damien life will be so boring.. i must admit though he does diao stuff like all e time, life becomes more interesting wif him ard.. hha. im actuallie praising him, i cant believe it..
todae pon a few lessons, den kena scolded by xi jie and fq and damien and blah lbha. scolded as in 'scolded' la. haha. sae no class spirit and stuff. wad de hell. why onli attack mi when there are others who pon as well.. like razak and jinyuan.. i think they feel sore that they lost to s16, esp that joyce, whom they call e free willy, duno number wad.. its damn mean la.. but i heard her character not vv good, pissed our class guys off.. but come to think abt it, our class guys vv easily kena pissed wan la.. haha. well, apparently, theywere playing captain's ball todae, so joyce got hold of e ball, damien, being e defender accidentally smacked e ball into her face aft she got e ball.. hha, den she flared up, scolded damien i think, as in criticise la. but she thought his name was xijie, so xijie was dragged into e pic.. haha. serves him rite!
juz finished one math paper, not reallie finished la, one more q left.. wah lao, do until i feel like dying, my eyes so strained la.. i forgot all e formulae and have to keep referring to e notes.. lousy mi. sian half.
titanic showing on channel 5 now. watched titanic so many times alr, still find it nice. hha.
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lala @ Monday, September 20, 2004
gonna miss samuel lim sooo much!! arh! why did he haf to leave vj? can he bear to leave us? -sob- hes such a nice teacher, over e past 9 mths i guess we've grown to like him, at least i did, and now he's leaving us for hwa chong institute.. wad de hell la. wads so great abt hwa chong aniwae, except dat e pay there is higher.. i mean theres nothing wrong gg smwhere where e salary is higher, but think of us!! hais. life is so unfair. we like damn sway loe.. we lose all e good teachers we used to have.. like mr julius chan, mrs chua, and now samuel lim! we sure cmi wan la. i rmb when we first met him, everybody was cursing him, like slim sux and all that.. we used to hate gp lessons so muhc, andi cant wait for wed to come.. thurs and fri seem to pass so easily, cos theres no gp. he pushes us real hard, but its good la.. better than some slack teacher.. gp hw is taking up sooo much of our time.. my sundays are alwaes devoted to gp and nothing else. but we sorta got used to it alr.. essay outlines, essays and compres are usual stuff we do everywk.. im not sure whether my gp improved aft all this while, but i sure did enjoy his lessons.. plus all e drama and laughter he added into e lesson.. i reallie do miss him. absence makes e heart grow fonder.. how true is this.
theres nothing we can do abt his leaving.. juz pray that we dun get florence su for gp!!! shes dat gardening teacher in charge who see us buay song lydat.. theres a high possibility that we'll get her.. its a she, with 25 yrs of experience.. who else besides florence su?? arh. we sure die ar, if kena her.. fingers crossed.
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lala @ Sunday, September 19, 2004
vv fruitful day for mi! i went wif woei lin to burger king in orchard to study.. i became her tutor for e day! hhas. not like i vv pro.. yep, shes having a math prelim tmr.. shes quite prepared alr, juz dat i think her teacher suck.. deres some impt things she also never teach, wad kind of teacher is dat.. hais. its so incredible dat i still rmb my sec four stuff.. well, she msg mi abt relative vel.. so before i left e hse, i read up on e notes.. hhas, luckily i still kept my notes in tact. bleah. reallie hope she could do well for prelims and os.. den maybe cna come vj! hha, so excitg! but i doubt shell come, cos she lives so far.. in bukit merah leh, how to come vj.. hais. shes e closest cousin dat i haf, so ill try to help her in any way i can.. i'll pray for yoo darling! do work hard! hais. speak for myself la. telling others to work hard, must do so myself too.. hahs.
oh yar, den for dinner, we went to ps food court and had indonesian food. i heard its pretty famous and yep, e queue was so damn long! but it was worth e time waiting, cos e grilled chicken was superb! yummy! as in reallie nice la. no kidding. no wonder woei lin eats that every week , after tuition.. actuallie last time huizi told mi abt e stall before.. but i didn wanna queue.. hhas, mi lazy ma. rite. next time got chance, must bring my sis and mom there to eat also! =P
oh, juz changed e song to take mi to your heart.. i duno why. its actuallie e eng version of jacky cheung's wen bie? is it? if i didn rmb wrongly.. aniwae its nice! hhas.
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lala @ Saturday, September 18, 2004
mug mug mug! life's meaningless! counting down, one more wk to promos.. i mean spa first.. scary sia. did chem today, so quite proud of myself.. though still lagging, cannot focus. mind's stuck elsewhere. dis is bad. deres so many things i wanna do aft promos, ive got them all planned out.. change my com, my phone, my blog, go shopping.. not forgetting pw! hahas. am i thinking abit too much.. guess so. belinda, focus! i feel like im losing control of myself. so lost and helpless. we re juz slaves of exams. how nice.
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lala @ Friday, September 17, 2004
fridae alr!! hhas. weekend's comin. so excitg. todae, ivy, mi, fq, mingxi, ron, sylvia, roland, damien, swee, hock, weixian and xianwei went to parkway and ate lunch. its been such a long time ever since so many of us gathered together to eat, miss e good old days.. hais. damn sad hor. cos todae no pw mah, so theres time to slack and tok a bit. dat damien ar, an all time gambler leh, keep playing cards everyday.. one dae dun play will die lydat.. crazy la, den tempt mi also.
ron and sylvia like quite wierd juz now. did they quarrel again? didn look like it, cos they were still walking together, juz dat they sorta stoned along e way.. aiya, dunno la, better not to speculate too much. aniwae its none of my business, dun be so kaypo, belinda! *but i wanna noe leh!!!* hha. maybe its juz a simple thing, nothing complicated.. hahas. think too much alr. lalalas/
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lala @ Thursday, September 16, 2004
rite. beverly's in. e judges suddenly decided that there shld be one more contestant in e finals! got this kinda thing wan meh.. wad de hell la. i think they die die must put beverly in, so anihow add one more place. hhas. i biased against her. for no reason. dots.
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lalalas. i screwed up my interview todae. sucked la. guess who interviewed mi.. florence su! hha. she commented on almost everything i saed.. hias. sure cmi ar. but i dun care alr. if i didn selected, its not so bad aft all. theres alwaes jay's concert to comfort mi. hhas. his concert is on 27 nov, cool rite! i've been waiting so long for this alr.. more than 50% of e tix were sold alr, all e tix for $148 were sold.. but jinhan saed those seats weren good, cos e sound sys's too loud, den cannot hear him singing.. hha. damn funnie. like tou tou shi dao.. ah wadeva. tmr gotta go sch on my own, cos yinyun's ponning 1st two blocks. sian. have to get up so early. this is like e first time ever since e start of sch dat i go sch on my own la.. hha, i juz realised how pampered and lucky i was. no need to wake up so early everyday, got someone to fetch mi also. hhas. actuallie i was contemplating whether to go sch tmr not... reallie needed e day to mug a bit. a bit scared alr. dots la. but decided to go sch in e end, cos theres phy and chem tutorials! travel all e way to sch for these two blocks, like not worth it leh, aiya dunno la.
idol showing on tv. maia and sylvester got in.. eh, i liked maia la.. but sylvester'slike so-so, though he improved alot.. my sis supported nana, but too bad.. she juz doesn haf e looks. i dun like beverly la.. duno why.. juz see her bu shuang. hha. wierd eh.
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rite. beverly's in. e judges suddenly decided that there shld be one more contestant in e finals! got this kinda thing wan meh.. wad de hell la. i think they die die must put beverly in, so anihow add one more place. hhas. i biased against her. for no reason. dots.
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lala @ Wednesday, September 15, 2004
todae went to watch e terminal wif ivy, fq, benlim, and xianwei.. sylvia and ron watched cinderella story.. terminal was quite funnie la.. and touching in a way, i teared abit la, hha, a bit exaggerating, knowing mi.. yep. e whole cinema was empty, and it was huge! e first time i've been to prince (under shaw). its opp suntec apparently. hha, so lousy of mi.. dunno theres a cinema there. quite old la, but still comfortable and nice enough. next time wanna watch new shows can go there, no need to worry abt 'no seats' problem. hha.
gonna buck up a bit, cos kinda worried abt promos. as in reallie worried alr, seeing my sucky chem test results.. didn fail too badly, but nonetheless i still failed so.. well.. chiong a bit la. hais. juz so sad that there wun be any more movies for e next 2 to 3 weeks.. sian.
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lala @ Tuesday, September 14, 2004
now in sch.. juz finished pw 3rd draft.. sian ar. now waiting for jen's grp to finish, plus ivy also, den we can go eat gelare together!! so excitg yo! hha. push everything abt studies aside first.. if not damn sian. todae my blog damn cocked up.. dunno got wad problem.. cannot put e music on plus e doodleboard missing.. sian half alr!
supposed to go watch movie wif fengquan and ivy and ben maybe todae.. sorta promised him alr, but i had to do pw, and for some special reason, i dun feel like gg.. feel reallie bad, like let him down lydat.. could tell hes quite disappointed and upset.. i noe he badly wants to watch movie la, the terminal, but it'll be more fun if more ppl can go.. if onli mi, ivy, him, like quite sian leh.. plus they two live in e east.. hard to compromise also.. e rest llike not keen to watch movies.. think they all muggin hard at all.. onli roland wanna watch the xin jing cha gu shi.. starring jackie chan wan. e other guys like swee keat, jin han also wanna watch.. hais. but i not interested at all. hhas. lately got wad new movies sia..
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lala @ Monday, September 13, 2004
this is my 2nd blog! so excitg yep. feel free to tag aniwhr, anihow! muacks.
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